Nothing Else Matters ~ Ch. 79 "I hate you!"

You guys won't actually know why Kevin and Rebecca's dad were fighting. Sorry. Let's just say it was... stuff. Yeah, that's good.

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Song: Don't Forget by Demi Lovato
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(Rebecca's POV)
I was way too hard. Kevin was already the most amazing guy ever and I was going overboard. He is amazing just the way he is and I should never ask for more than that. So I woke up thinking of ways to apologize. I let my hand search around for Kevin but he wasn't there. Instead, I found a piece of paper.

I sat up and looked over in the bed. I picked up the piece of paper and carefully read through it, letting tears hit it as I did.

'To my lovely girlfriend,

Rebecca, I love you so much and I never intended on hurting you. I only want to see you happy and since I'm obviously not making you happy... I decided to leave. No, not to college. I left. To New York. About two weeks ago, I was offered a photography internship at this modeling place. The internship is for a year. Yeah, a long time, I know.

Although it kills me to leave you, I feel like this is my only choice. We've been together for a really long time and if we're strong enough, we'll make it through this too. I'm very sorry about fighting with your dad and most of all, with you. You are amazing in every possible way so when I say it's not you and that it's me, I mean it.

Maybe this time apart will bring us closer together. Maybe not. All I can ever hope is that we can see each other soon and that you will never forget me. I love you more than you know. That's never going to change. One year, Rebecca. And I'll come back. Together forever. No matter what.

With much love,

Kevin'

He left me. Kevin had left to New York and taken my heart with him. How could he just leave like that? No goodbye? No last kiss? How did he not tell me about this internship? I felt so betrayed and alone. I pulled my knees to my chest and let all the sorrow and pain I was feeling come out as tears.

I tried to tell myself that this was a joke. That when I walked into the kitchen, he would be there saying "Gotcha!" But one look at the note convinced me that this was it. Kevin and I were over. He had really left me for a career in photography. Me, his girlfriend. But we were in love. Why would he leave if we were in love? And today was our one year anniversary. It only made me cry so much more.

I was so confused with everything. I only wanted to have Kevin back but he was really gone. I quickly stood up with the letter grasped in my hand and ran into the kitchen where my mom was talking to my dad. "YOU!" I screamed pointing at my dad.
"What's the matter, honey?" my mom asked, calmly.
"Nothing except that my boyfriend left me! How could you Dad?! He was only trying to be nice! And now he's gone! I loved him, Dad! And you screwed everything up! I hate you!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. I threw the letter in their direction and quickly ran back to my bedroom, slamming the door. I leaned back on it and cried all my feelings out.

How can I survive a year without Kevin? That wonderful, amazing guy that I am completely in love with is gone. Out of my life without a single goodbye. A letter wasn't enough.

I wanted to be celebrating his accomplishment. I wanted to be standing at the airport, never wanting to let go. I wanted to be watching him walk into the dark tunnel towards the airplane. I wanted to be crying, watching the plane take off. I wanted Kevin. But I wasn't going to be with him for a long time.

A year passed. An entire, depressing year without the one I love. My grades were terrible but I could care less. It was my last year anyway. My mom and dad felt bad about me losing him so they let me move in. My mom would try to cheer me up with hopes and saying that when we were reunited, we would never part again.

After an entire year, I waited every day for Kevin to knock on my door and hold me in his arms once again. It never happened. Days passed. Soon a week, two weeks, and eventually a month. Then, two months. And the longer he was away, the more I realized that he didn't love me anymore.

The only reason for him to come back was me, and when he didn't, I knew he probably didn't even remember me. I was just some faded memory in his past. He had probably moved on to another girl while I laid in my bed, lonely and insecure with a tear-stained face. I was so stupid. I had fallen for this. I should have known he never cared.

So finally, I made up my mind. Kevin was a thing of the past. If he could move on, so could I.

'But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us'
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Did Kevin really forget? Why didn't he come back?

Question of the day:
Do you think I should have another Q&A vid?

I wanna do a live chat but I have no webcam. Sadness. Comment!

~~~ Aimee

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[ryanspunkgirl13093]

oh no!!!! a year passed?! i thought for sure she was gunna fly 2 NY and meet him! o he had better have a pretty darn good reason for not coming after a year!

so again im too late for the question but i like the Q and A thing so...yeah! lol

[TheTwilightTwins232]

WHAT?! OMJ!! How did all that happen in ONE chapter!!! He better come back or I'm gonna jump in there and force him too.

[Sing2Dance2Act2Live]

WHAT! i literally cried during that chapter.... thats sooo freakin sad i dont know if u can make up for that! haha ut i guess u probably will.... but seriously im very sad......

[grovychic2]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO­OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO­OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO­OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING! THIS ALL JUST A DREAM SHE'S HAVING! SORRY FOR THE CAPPS, I'M TURNING IT OFF RIGHT NOW. Ok that's better....please tell me that he's standing right at her door at the moment! She can't move on from Kevin! Ohh, man this is horrible with a capitable HOR! wait that sounds really weird, but I don't care! Please bring him back, I'm begging you Aimee,pleaseeeeee!

[ceecee22294]

Kevin is such a wimp..... You're not suppose to run when times get tough.... stay and work it out.

Great chapter. I really started crying.

[ecamaestas332]

AWW NNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO­OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!UR MAking me cry again aimee

[gelgirl101]

i love the lyric!

[xoxogg77]

omg......dun DUN dun..duuuuhhhh......that moment was so sad, it clled for sad backround music. ok, they dont really play that durin sad moments, but it my head it sounded slow and REALLY sad. i bet he hasn't come back because A. he has a girlfriend. B. he's afraid she's moved on or C. him and his brothers have joined a band that they have irnically named after themselves. if u haven't caught on yet-the Jonas Brothers. but, knowing me i'm probrably dead rong.

[softballchick2197]

omg this was like the most depressing chapter yet!

noooooooo kevin!! how could he leave without saying goodbye?!

ahhhhhh you have to post more soon!!!! he has to come back for her!

you should definately do another Q&A vid. i really liked the last one you did

[iffy66]

oh gosh...i saw that cumn jus didnt think it would happen