Loss is inevitable, we all know that. I'll venture to say that my 23rd year was my hardest year for loss. I ended a 3 year relationship, I began a new one and got pregnant, I had a miscarriage, and he left me just 2 months later. But in my loss of that last relationship, I realized that I was far better without him anyways. Sometimes, loss is a blessing.
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lyrics:
I was 4 years old when my momma told me
Grampa had died
I didn't understand what it meant then
a few years later i realized
losing you was the hardest thing i'd ever have to do
and losing you i didn't think that i would ever make it through
19 years to the day
i laid flowers on my grandpa's grave and drove home
i knelt on the floor in disbelief when i saw the test that said
soon i'd have a family
i called the boy and said he would be a dad
i started planning for the future
8 weeks later i lost our baby boy
there's not a day that passes by that i don't want to cry
cause losing you was the hardest thing i'll ever have to do
losing you is something that i don't think i'll ever make it through
it would be ok- he said. i'll never leave your side
and i'll always love you
we're still a family even though he's gone.
but one day everything changed
she came back into his life- the girl that stole his heart.
it was raining that night he told me goodbye
and he never wanted to talk to me again
i laid on the bathroom floor and cried
cause losing you was the the hardest thing i thought i'd ever do
and losing you- i didn't think that i would ever make it through
time goes on, surely.
i miss our baby and my grandpa everyday
but as time passes i thank God every moment
that i lost you boy- 'cause i'm better off without you
and losing you was the greatest to happen to me
losing you made me realize how happy i could be
losing you ooohh
i hope you miss me everyday
'cause i want you to know- i don't miss you
boy i thank god i lost you.
Powerful song Nat...
BakerGoose 1 year ago
@BakerGoose Thanks, Goose! You were my original test audience ;) haha
natkwib 1 year ago
that was... wow. best thing you've posted.
xxjudee 1 year ago 2
@xxjudee Thanks, Jude <3
natkwib 1 year ago
Great lyrics...and nice voice
specwarbee 1 year ago 2
@specwarbee thanks!!
natkwib 11 months ago