hey guys heres pt. 8! she was at lunch all sad, poor girl!, & is now on the bus. comment rate and enjoy! :D
aly sits with me on the bus just like she always does.
"so.. how did the rest of math class go?" she asks.
"i did everything u told me 2 do so uneventful. basicly perfectly except 4 the fact tht i felt like crying the whole time."
"oh. im so sorry this happened bre. keep ur head up high tho. u still never no. maybe things wont work out between them. or there just friends & uve just blown this way out of proportion."
i stare at her. "theres no way. it was so easy 2 tell how he felt about her. it was like it said it on his freakin 4head. he is in luv wit tht girl."
"well thn take wat maddy said & find a new man u can flaunt in front of him. watever happened 2 Caleb Montgomery? u liked him didnt u?"
"ya & i still do. but not like i like justin. aly, i think i have a broken hart."
she looks at me sympathetically. "wil get thru this 2gether. broken harts mend." she tries 2 comfort me.
"not wen its been shattered in2 pieces so small u cant even c them. " & thts exactly wat my hart feels like. & let me tell u it hurts.
"il come over wen im done wit my hw."she promises as we reach r stop.
"ok."
up until aly comes all ive been doing is lying on my bed & staring at the ceiling trying desperatly not 2 think of anything. she finde me like this & sighs. she comes 2 sit on the bed & i turn 2 look at her.
"id ask how ur holding up but its pretty obvious." she says.
i nod & start 2 cry silently. but not 4 long. because soon i start 2 sob. i lean against aly & sob my broken pathetic little heart out.
"im so stupid." i stutter. "so stupid."
"no no ur not stupid ur just young."
"i cant believe myself 4 letting myself think tht liking him tht much was ok." i can barely understand myself but apparently aly can.
"its not ur fault" she mutters over & over again. now i start 2 think. no its not my fault. i think of how aly encouraged it & said we wer so perfect 2gether & how she just new it was only a matter of time. abruptly, i sit up strate.
"no. its not my fault." i stare at her. " its urs. its urs! all those things u said all those times u tried to set us up! if u hadnt maybe i would have a whole hart instead of the ruined 1 im stuck wit now!" i shout at her, completely surprised with myself but still so furious. she takes it all 2. she looks down & takes all my yelling. she nos wat im saying is partly rite but i still feel horrid afterward. all these strong emotions, amped up. i cant take it anymore. i colapse against aly & heave great painful sobs. she wraps her arms around me & lets me stain her shirt. after about 30 minutes of all this i cannot cry anymore. i feel like i could never cry again. ive just cried a lifetimes supply of tears & ive completely run dry. i lay on my bed, staring at the ceiling again. wen i try 2 speak it comes out quiet & hoarse.
"my parents will be home soon." i say. i look in the mirror. i look like crap. no i look way worse then crap.
"ok ive gotta get going now anyway. dinners prob ready be now."
i glance at the clock. almost 6:00.
"ok. thx 4 staying as long as u did. & i wish i could take back wat i said.."
"no dont worry about it. u needed 2 let off steam. & u r sortof rite. so im sorry 2."
"please dont be. u wer just trying 2 play matchmaker but the rong person won the game."
for the next id say 2 weeks this is what happened all summed up. i almost all 2gether stopped talking 2 justin. i could tell he was hurt & a little mistified by the way i gave an effort 2 avoiding & ignoring him. bit it really was the only way i could get thru the day. everyday at lunch he sat with kayleigh. on a friday they went out 2gether. everyone was talking about it. they wer practicly an item now. it all happened so fast. aly & i & everyone else at my table didnt ever talk about him. its like wen u wer little & all the swears wer the a word & the b word. well this 1 was the j word. on friday, as i wait outside the school 4 the bus wit aly, caleb walks up 2 us.
"hey guys, so listen. im having a party at my place 2morow. u think u can make it?"
"ya totally wil be there." aly says.
"awesome be there around 8:00ish."
"kay great c ya then." he says & walks away 2 talk 2 2 boys near the fountain.
"aly! i dont want 2 go 2 a party 2morow!"
"wat? come on bre u have 2. u can mingle & talk 2 guys & stuff."
"idk. wat if it gets out of hand or some1 brings beer or somethin?"
"thn we leave. come on give it a chance. its caleb hes a good guy wat could happen?"
"ok. fine. but anything weird or illegal happens & we leave rite away. agreed?"
"agreed." we shake on it & just then the bus pulls in.
so the next nite im getting ready 4 the party wen the thot hits me. wat about if justins there or even worse there wit kayleigh? he prob will be. so do i really want 2 do this?
hmm wat will she decide and wat will be the consiquences?
omg ur such a good writer!!! like when u said when theyy 'wer little and swear words wer a word and b word. wel thats the j word' thats so genious lol
gibblegurl 2 years ago
@gibblegurl oh wow thanks!!! that just made my day!! haha
xolifeisgoodxo326 2 years ago
heyyyyy this is emma right know,veroinca is reading me part of the story sounds good lets just say it has to do with jamie.
xolifeisgoodxo326 2 years ago
wow thx so much guys 4 all ur awesome comments! im posting again soon so stay tuned! haha wow tht sounds cheesy
xolifeisgoodxo326 2 years ago