(Paranoid?) Schizophrenia {Spoken Word Poetry}

You take me down
Turn me inside-out
So that my guts and all are showing
I take the blame
Turn it into shame
While you up and get to going
You rip it out
My heart of frowns
And show it like it's something to be proud of
And I'm left with the needle and thread
Trying to stitch me up again
After you murder everything I love
You're me mirrored
But you aren't me
You're my reflection
But it's not me I see
I don't hate anyone
I don't resent anything
I'm not as mean as you make me out to be
And I'm not as crazy as you want them to think
You, with your hypocritical opinionated bullshit
Drown them in things that I don't even agree with
Spew them from my mouth like my own doubts
And break my spine in half so that I can't shout
Why do I so easily succumb to you?
It's not even a fight when you want me to
There's a constant battle in my head
Between me and the feelings that should be dead
You think you got me
You think you got me
You don't got shit
All you are is me
And I can assure you that they won't give up on me

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• Spoken Word

[zeanith1]

I like it. XD

[peterdanid1]

I have paranoid schizophrenia.

[peterdanid1]

What the?

[pammiebabe]

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