Chameleon Boy - Blue October

music video

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Entertainment

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• Blue
• October

[Deathbydsm]

"I know I am strong enough to change,  watch me change."

[Deathbydsm]

Honestly....... When I wrote I know I am strong enough to change.... I was shooting up Oc about 4-5 times a day. I am 23 and am at my 6th day of recovery. I am still attending school and working, however it is this that made me realize that because I was a functional drug addict at that moment, that if I continued I would OD. If this song was intended to wake anyone up or save anyone...... it has. Not a joke.... drug dependancy sucks. I just went through the five worst days of my life.

[JuggaloKittie13]

Blue October. How i love thee. I went through a bad addiction among many other life fuckz and thiz band pulld me through it all. Best band ever. Period.

[LeviWood5]

@Deathbydsm

Serious question.take all that away. Take away the girlfriend, maybe she found a guy better then you, maybe she just decides it's not working. Take away the loving family. You just don't seem to feel close to them anymore, or maybe they just don't feel the same about you. Mix that with living in shadows and going nowhere.is it still worth it?Are the drugs really that bad when all we do is live in pain and hurt others? You have a lot, but because of that you have reason. Some do not.

[diabolicallycursed]

Fuck man this song hits home hard. I think I posted some time ago stating I was clean. I guess everyone fucks up though some just dont admit it. This time was bad, death was real close, lost my job. Now im back to square one. Blue October helps to know im not the only one. Its been two weeks on methadone pills fuckin sux

[kmarie566]

I'm glad I made it out of that lifestyle! Its hard but worth it!

[sbranham34]

I can't watch this without crying. I am not an addict but have spent the last 2 1/2 years going through hells people cannot imagine, trying to stay strong when all I want to do is give up as I try to do my best supporting my wife searching for recovery. I'm doing a poor job of it I know, the stress is too much to handle so often. Day after day I live on nothing more than weakening hope that it'll get better

[MrRotarychild13]

if you have nothing better to do in your life than troll on peoples pain, than blow your head off. i would rather live my life around abunch of people trying to better there life asopposed to one minute around people like you. to every one who posted true feelings stay strong and positive and all will work out for you.

[KagoeNG]

Is it weird that this song reminds me of Amy Winehouse? RIP x

[dubbemiah]

@Deathbydsm Screw the people flaming you, man. I know people like them personally, who think it's their job to try to make people feel like shit. They just hide behind the security of the internet. Congrats to you for making the choice of becoming clean. Some of us grow up with stupid shit to deal with, unlike these d-bags.

[Quiteseriously]

For joeysmalls123 I read your post and it touched my heart. Hang in there my friend. May you find a wonderful connection and peace with sobriety. Remember do something great for yourself whenever you can. Explore hobbies and your surroundings. My very best wishes to everyone who is searching or lost. 

[Deathbydsm]

@darkflamer23 No...... sober. Much clearer thoughts. It looks like I said most of what I said at the same time, however it was al over the course of a year. That's all I was saying.