Day 38 of Third 40 day fast - PART TWO - 121 total fasting days - TWO DAYS UNTIL FASTS END

Day 39 has started.

This is the end of the 38th day of my 3rd consecutive 40 day fast. The first fast lasted 41 days and was followed by 8 days of eating during Passover (eating only kosher for Passover foods). The second fast lasted 42 days and was broken with four days of eating during Shavuot/Pentecost. This third fast is a 40 day fast that ends the evening of July 11.

These are Water Fasts, which means consuming only water and no food whatsoever. However, I take multi-vitamins/minerals to prevent bodily damage/death, none of which contain calories, sugars, proteins, etc. or any type of foods or tastes of any kind. This is a spiritual fast and not done for health or other reasons.

This will be the last 40 day water only fast for the time being, as I am hoping to become pregnant soon, and long-term fasting can act as a type of birth control, (even to the point of preventing pregnancy for months afterward.) I will, though, post follow up videos to let everyone know how I am doing, as well as what I ate to break this final fast, how my body reacted to the food and how quickly it restores itself, and maybe even a video of my first meal/bite after all of this fasting, etc.

For additional information, I will cut and paste from the descriptions of previous videos:

I am aware of the admonitions to keep fasting private, along with the consequence of losing rewards for not doing so. I am normally a very quiet and private person. However, I feel information like this, being made available to the public, could be both motivational to the Spiritual, and informational to the Scientific. I searched for specific knowledge on fasting, but found few details concerning fasts lasting longer than a week or so.

I want my fasting to benefit both myself and G-d, but also others who may be helped by deciding to do the same thing. For these reasons, I will provide information on both the physical aspects and spiritual changes I experience daily, during these two 40 day fasts. This will include levels of hunger, energy, spiritual perception, weight loss, and both problems and benefits I experience. Weight amounts are only being publicly disclosed to confirm the validity of the fast itself.

This fast, (the 3rd one), started the evening of June 1, 2009 and is to end the evening of July 11, 2009.

The 2nd fast started April 16, 2009, and ended on May 29, 2009.

The 1st fast started at 11:58 P.M., February 26, 2009, and ended the night of April 8, 2009.

My weight before these three fasts was a few pounds over 200 pounds. My current weight is a few pounds over 100 pounds.

For more complete details, please view all other videos and their descriptions.

I personally feel there is a definite difference, both physically and spiritually, between the first few videos of the 1st forty day fast and these last videos of this 3rd forty day fast.

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[oxandrolone1]

...u dont need god...but for sure...u need to visit a psychiatrist...

[kborys2]

this is what happens when you have an eating disorder and fixate it on your religion

[spongedudeable]

oh my god... end this now.. she is too thin!!

[vheetah]

you look like SHIT.

[spongedudeable]

u r too thin!!!!!!!

[misskatooshka]

god bless you, for inspiring others, for having the courage to share your journey and for opening your heart to our Lord.

xoxo

[lydiabones]

I hope you're okay and not dead. You look like a woman on her deathbed, and I am not saying that to be mean but "god" doesn't want you to starve, "god" wants you to be healthy.

[willsmomma08]

god would like you to eat.. and continue to praise him. not slowly kill yourself.

[thetulipmunch]

God would not want you to deform the beautiful body he blessed you with, your destroying his work

[blackspace007]

Oh God, help her. Did I read this right? Is this only day 38?? If you do it another month you could be dead, let alone 120 days!!!! It looks like it's hard for you to breath. All this love you saying you have for God, and how he's basically filled your heart, well that heart is going to give out on you. And then you will be the closest to God you could ever be. Please stop! Even Jesus Christ fasted for 40 days. Not 120!!!

[cecidelaparra]

HOLY SHIT WHY CAN'T I HAVE YOUR WILL POWER

[thinkingfour]

hey how r u ?ru ok? i pray u have realized u were beautiful before the fast a person that shows love for all and themselves is more beautiful than a person that looks like they dont love anything like u look when u r a skelaton