but you know that it's good, girl

that secret that you know,
that you don't know how to tell,
it fucks with your honour,
and it teases your head,
but you know that it's good girl,
cause it's running you with red.


i am so obsessed with this song, its one of my all time favourites. for some reason i have been listening to it on repeat for these past few days, and the lyrics have just been playing constantly in my head.

i have been feeling a little low at the moment, to be perfectly honest. i have lost three people who are extremely close to me and i miss them so much everyday, sometimes i hate living in a foreign country where its so common for people to come and go.
cayman is the only man in my life at the moment, he is my best friend, and to me he is perfect. even after all the falls and disagreements.
he's always there for me, and i swear to god, he is the only one i have now who listens. he knows everything, and he makes me the luckiest girl in the world.

sorry, i know im not very active at the moment... i could come up with excuses, but i will spare you this time, truth is, i just haven't gotten any footage. but i'll let you know that we are all well and cayman says hi!
(for those of you who may be interested, he is no longer a polar bear, but a fully clipped pony and looks rather smart if i can say so myself)

lots of love xxx

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[Rawhrness]

wooahh really good vid :):)

Cayman reminds me of my horse Negro who we had to give back to my trainer about a month ago :(

And your so right, it sometimes feels like the only person that listen to you is your horse :) i love his punk mane btw :D

[bjchick]

@Rawhrness thankyou :) cayman is quite the dude!

i'm sorry about your horse, i lost my pony just over a year ago because my family were moving away. i've been so lucky to have cayman though, i hope everything works out for you too!

[Michheellee]

Aww glad Cayman is going well for you :) i love you too together. you's are fab. hope everything looks up for you soon babe. Give Cayman my loveeeee ♥ xxx

[bjchick]

@Michheellee thankyouu!

and will do (:

xxx

[TwinkleAndOlivia]

Awwwwww !!! Your Horses Is STUNNING So Cute :D <3

[bjchick]

@TwinkleAndOlivia i'll let him know that you think so :P

thankyouu! x

[ThreePoniesandMe]

lovely vids ;)

i have subscribed :D and what video editor do you you use ?? x thanks :')

[LisaTheGoldfish]

Ah I'm so glad you put a new video up! I love this :) Cayman looks wonderful! I hope everything goes better for you soon <3

[OliviaAndEol]

aw this is so lovely :) cayman looks great ! xx

[TwinkleAndOlivia]

@bjchick Awww Good !!! <3 xx

[Intikama]

@bjchick Inbox me the story, i need something funny! I deactivated for a bit because i'm behaving like a twat at the moment and have a tendency to use facebook to throw people under a bus before I see them in person :P So i'm gonna wait 'til life calms down a bit before I come back on, but i WILL be back!! I'll say hi to Dick, Nemo & Alex for you, i'm just finishing a vid as we speak ;) xxxxxx

[silentbeauty1]

aww! its lovely to see you both again :D hes looking really well!! well done :) xx