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This song is dedicated to the memory of my uncle and the Notorious B.I.G.
Lyrics:
Dear uncle,
Why did you hate me so?/ guess its credited to the amount of time you spent in the airforce/ guess you were mad about the bandage you had to wear cus of the time you talked shit about another mans wife callin her a whore/ but maybe it was all wrong/ maybe a man was never supposed to fly in a sky thats being constantly bombed/ one of those explosions pushed you over the edge/ that was not good at all since you were already on the fringe/ so you came home wit a chip on your shoulder fresh off a drunk binge/ discharged but its like youre fighting all over again/ so when you saw ya woman waitin on your return wit open arms/ you just angrily shoved ya bags handle in her palms/ then at night I surmise/ you would toss and turn until the sunrise/ screamin wakin up with tears in your eyes/ your wife would try to console you but she always failed/ cus you shared ya thoughts with liquor, mostly beer, but in some cases ale/ the recovery wouldnt be complete without a cigarette/ and I guess that cough is a cough of regret/ fuck it, youll light another one, yep/ then there came me/ it was the summer of 83/ I was a rambunctious bastard / thats what you called me/ me and my mother clashed cus of her drinkin hab/ her solution was to send me to a drunker wannabe version of a surrogate dad/so what I kicked a hole in the wall of the angled ceiling/ I was actin out cus she aint respect how I was feeling/ nights when I needed a hug/ she was closer to that green drug/ and closer to that yellow envelope on the first of the month/ Ill admit I was scared of you cus you were crazy/ so much liquid around you I thought you were in the navy/ the night thats etched in my mind/ occurred at about half past 9/ I was on the couch sleepin just fine/ when I got a feelin I was being watched that made my sleep less divine/ opened my eyes to see you sittin on the table of pine/ starin at me as I was sleepin but why?/ then after a moment you left quiet as you came/ I dont have to say after that I slept uneasy/ no oned believe me if I told it/ gradually I got stronger over the years but you did your best to weaken me/ I hated visits with ya cus I was exposed to ya bigotry/ exposed to ignorant things/ cussing, yelling, fighting, swearing, storming out mad sleeve caught on the door tearing/ and I made a resolution/ to never see you again/ I believe the last words I said to you were fuck you man/ that some years before the incident when I was in high school and found out you were hella sick/ momma callin me sayin they prayin for ya recovery/ me feeling detached/ cus you never really loved me/ so Im torn/ am I heartless cus half of me didnt care/ or because of the rage was that the norm/ then the call came/ it was a Wednesday/ momma choked up hard/ Im impatient like come on/ whats wrong/ she said we lost him today/ Im thrown so far back I dont know what to say/ what comes out is its ok/ I never made up with ya and half my fault and half yours/ just hope you made it through those pearly doors/
~RiGRockwell
this is deep and nice
laytonathome 1 year ago
@laytonathome thank you very much. Check out more of my music on my channel!
RiGolettoMicFiend 1 year ago
Your Good Bro, Slow Your Flow Down A Little Bit And Youd Be Even Bit, But The Tracks Meaningful Man, Good Shit(Y)
MrRapRiot 1 year ago
@MrRapRiot thanks a lot man.
RiGolettoMicFiend 1 year ago
know your good,, yeah dude, this is what makes a person rhymes ,, theirs,, do yah thang kid,, yah words are clear,, cud hear what yah dishn and all good holmes,, got props dude,,
Micted6 1 year ago
@Micted6 appreciate the kind words.
RiGolettoMicFiend 1 year ago