If Only You Could Understand(Ep.1)Misery

If Only You Could Understand(Ep.1)Misery

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Waking Up In Vegas
Diary of a Troubled Teenager
Broken
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Demi's POV
I looked around my room.I looked out the window,the sun hurting my eyes.I got up and got ready.I drove to school,the bags under my eyes,making me nearly fall asleep.I got to school & slowly opened my locker.
"Hey,Dems."Selena smiled at me.
"Hey.."I responded in a small,tired voice.
"You sound tired,"Selena said
"Aren't I always?"I tried to laugh,but when I did my stomach hurt,I held my stomach.
"Your stomach is getting big,are you eating more?"Selena wondered.I couldn't help but hold back tears,I was pregnent.Yeah,I was with an ex-boyfriend,who doesn't care and used to abuse me.I looked around and saw a tan,muscular man.I've never seen him in my life before,& for some reason,a smile crept up on my face.Then I looked at my stomach,rubbing it.I was two months pregnant,how can I do this?I never belived in aboration,and I alwready chose to keep it,but nobody to help me except my parents and maybe Selena.I wanted to cry,but my lips started shivering instead.The guy came up to me,a warm smile on his face.I couldn't help but to stare in his hypnatizing eyes,he was pulling me in.
"Do you know where the office is?"He asked.I showed him and he said thank you and walked to his locker.I couldn't get him out my mind.After school and when everyone was gone,I slid down from the walls onto the floor.My legs came near my chest and and buried my face in my hands.I started sobbing uncontrollably.Then I felt a hand on my shoulder.I looked up and saw the new guy.I got embaressed for a while and I stood up,I started to move my head for some reason,I dug my hands into my pocket andlooked around,wanting to avoid eye contact.He lifted my chin up with his finger.
"What's up?I saw you crying."He said
"Um,nothing you should know about."I walked away and walked to my car.I checked my face on my compact mirror,it was obvious I way crying,my eyes were red and tears were still on my cheeks.I drove home and ran up to my room.By night,I escaped from my window to go to a party.I was grounded,but I didn't let that stop me.I saw Joe at the party,JOE.
"Why aren't you drinking?"Miley asked and drank her beer,tempting me.
"I can't,Just not in the mood."I tried to smile.
"Well,your crazy then,"Miley laughed and walked off,cheering to the guy dancing.
I ran to one of Camilla's extra room for "buisness".I didn't check if they were empty.I ran into one,but it was occupied and ran to an empty one.I sat in the corner,balled up,and began to cry.The temptations to drink,and it was hard.I wanted to leave,but I couldn't for some reason.Something was pulling me back.I began sliding down the wall and I was on the floor.I flipped to my side and rubbing my stomach,I HAVE to do this.I can't kill a baby.I began to cry harder,taking care of it by myself.I never supported pregnant teenagers,now this is ironic.Then a boy and a girl entered,kissing and running their hands up and down their shirts,then a flashback appeared.That's how I got pregnant.
"Excuse me?"I said pretty rudely,I couldn't stand watching them.They turned to me and I saw Joe and Camilla.
"I'll leave."I said and left the room with tears streaming down my cheeks,my hair a mess,my make-up all messed up and my clothes all wrinkled.I left and drove back home.I ran back home and cried.My life is already terrible,Joe has an amazing life.First day at school he's making out with the most popular girl in school!I laid ontop of my bed and stared at my ceiling.Then my mom came in my room with a plate of food.
"Feeling better?"She smiled and rubbed my stomach.
"Mom,are you mad at me?"I asked.
"I'm mad at you for having sex,but I'm glad your keeping the baby.We both support you,you can trust us."She handed me my dinner.She kissed my forehead and left.I began to eat and wrote in my diary.
'Dear Diary,I only have one thing to say is that I'm living in the shadow of my misery.I can't handel the baby on my own without its father,Sterling.Yeah,my parents and Selena and a few other friend's can help me,but I need a father.A boyfriend atleast,and the closest thing I have is Zac.Another thing is,I see Joe has a better life.I see him making out with the most popular girl in school.'I closed my diary and slid it on my nightstand.I placed my half-empty plate on my nigthstand and went to sleep.
-Next Day
I went to my locker and saw Miley.
"What do you want?"I sighed.
"Look,I wanna say sorry for making fun of you.I want to help you raise your baby.Now that Sterling is gone,you need as much help as you can.And get back in the dating game,you need atleast a boyfriend,something close to a husband."Miley explained.
"Who would want a pregant teenager?& how do yo"I said and shut my locker.
"Just,use Zac.Communicate with him,he's the closest thing to father so far & rumors.I told Selena."

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