My Virginity

A response and defense I wrote to the long list of snide remarks and eye-rolls I have received when saying anything like. "I'm waiting," at my college.

I am a Virgin.

I have no problem sharing this
I keep this as no secret
So why is Society putting me on display
As if this should be one of my regrets.

I'm belittled, eyed, and chided,
Made fun of from behind
'Cause I'm not hooking up
Based on outer looks and lies,

And I'm not accepting the promises
That regress in the depths of my mind
Telling me I'm worthless
Less I follow the earth's compelling lines.

I'm done with being told
A little immorality can't hurt
And that I don't have to sleep with sin
It's still okay if I just flirt!

But no, I will not take part
In these sugary sweet deceptions
That I know will only leave me with regrets and
Depressingly twisted perceptions!

I'm not going to set myself up
To be let down and torn apart
By some guy who says he loves me
But doesn't know Love is caring for the other person's heart

And I'm not trying to sound self righteous
Or better than you, no!
I have just decided what can't be given twice
I'm going to save for one man alone.

So on the night of my wedding day
I will not bring my husband the disgrace
Of already having given myself away
Constantly comparing him to my past mistakes!

No, I want to stand up beside him at that altar
Not having faltered but stood true
Even when the thought of this day
Was yet still so far out of view!

Not having stumbled even when
I had lost all hope in men;
Not forgetting my God has a perfect design
And He just hasn't told me when.

But still society refuses to see
This Real and True Love that I'm all about.
Instead, I'm classified as bizarre
Because I'm eighteen and I haven't put out.

Oh how the Devil has spread his lies
Like fire among dry brush!
We're all searching for something to fill a void
And we've settled for mortal's love.

But God's love isn't just for those
Strong enough not to give in
He renews, restores, and cleanses
Even those most enclosed by their sin!

But without dispute, I refuse to put
Myself in such a place:
Confused and used, begging to be restored
By He who offers His Redemption and Grace.

Or begging for Forgiveness
From the man I choose to wed
For the things I did to hurt him
Before we had even met!

So Honey, if you're out there,
I'm going to be standing true
Because though the world is telling me I'm crazy and absurd
I'm going to be honoring the hope of the existence of you.

And the trust I have in our God
I know He will see all things through
For He alone has the perfect moment in mind
In which to make One from Two.

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[iAimToBeatYou]

wow. bitches be crazy.

[jamesbreedthelove]

i guarantee this girl has had sex since this vid

[cyawdntwnabya]

you're a virgin cuz ur butt ugly

[MOSHZHEAD]

You go girl ! It doesnt matter If your a virgin, I understand how it may feel at the moment but trust me, your hot and what is it they say?

The best things come to those whom wait

But for the life of me I still don't know how I got on to this vid :/

[SweetJaneofGoth]

like I don't fuck cuz I'm gay

[MarssOner]

She must give good blowjobs

[hannojc14]

What????



[hazafaussa]

U r very good :)

[DeathBedz]

it rhymes

[HAMMlicius]

Got from Skyrim to YTP to this...

[DNyc]

Once she gets some dick she will be the only Smut.

[MsPandaBear91]

I love this :)