the end

this is a song i wrote a few weeks ago. i think i was just a little fed up with striving for superficial happiness while being completely apathetic about almost everything except finding my next smile.

sorry for the crappy quality of the video... i recorded it on a crappy webcam so the audio-visual is rather confused, and the video is about 3/4 step down from what i was actually playing. my voice doesn't actually sound like that :P

LYRICS:

if only i could see it
if only i could find my home
if only i could be set free from the apathy
that dulls the pain within my aching soul

i can't just hide here any longer
behind a smile that pretends to be strong
i can't keep on living life just to find another way
to ease the hurt for another few songs

i can't keep running away from the pain inside
i don't just want to escape time after time after time

i have nothing left to offer
not a thing to call my own
the pain in my heart is coming out for all to see
and i don't think that i've ever felt so alone

but i can't keep running away from the pain inside
i don't just want to escape time after time after time

so maybe here at the end of myself
lies the beginning of all that i long for
maybe here where i've lost all hope in this world
maybe here is where dreams are born
maybe here is where dreams are born

maybe here is where life begins

i have nothing left to offer
not a thing to call my own
the tears in my heart are coming out for all to see
but now i know these are the tears that'll lead me home
now i know that these are the tears that'll lead me home
lead me home
lead me home
these are the tears
that'll lead me home

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