Part 1: BIG UPDATE - Read Info Box!

Motherload 2 Part Update. In this video I talk about:

-God working in mysterious ways and recent messages He has been giving me to startle my logic and make me think about what I really want... addiction/eating disorders or life beyond and after addiction/eating disorders

- Superfood smoothies and the healing power of MACA for mental health!!!

-Show and Tell: Toys from the Italian Circus, New Belly Button Ring with talk about my BDSM Lifestyle/past Relationship/etc., PANDA POOP PAPER FOR TIFFANY with a little run down on backdoor (butt) care, ah!

- Hope, Healing, Recovery!!!
- And a tidbit here and there of utter Johnny randomness. I am feeling better as the days go by and I get back on track. I have been trying harder to reduce bulimic behaviors, not just because I was physically ill but because during that time I realized I needed to step things up a notch and fight harder. Things have NOT gone down or maintained, they have gradually been going up which is great news.

Please watch part 1 and 2 in numerical order so you can follow the video as it was made and stay on train of thought. Take care my pretties!

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[miarose777]

Can you spell "Ma-Kah" for me so I can google it and check it out, please?

[MyOwnStickFigure]

Maca - keyword search Maca Superfood

[METALANIPR]

Hey sweety.......did u know that you are speacia? You have been blessed because u r a survivor!!!! God will always keep blessing u because u are saving so many lives due to your struggle and progress, how could he send u to heaven when u r needed here......GOD BLESS YOU...... DIOS TE BENGIGA!!!!

[MyOwnStickFigure]

Thank you so much. God bless you too. God is healing and helping us all. XOXO to you!

[mgriymsz]

OMG°-°

[MyOwnStickFigure]

I have been off it awhile now. Dairy is bad for the body in the first place, I don't care if it's raw or not and I don't like using animal products. I Do use raw honey and bee pollen though as super food supplements and have no problems with this considering bees are working insects and they arenot being pinched and pulled like cows and goats are for dairy products...

[peppernme]

I hadn't realized you stopped eating the raw cheese and milk. My sister had an avocado and cream cheese sandwich yesterday, and I wondered if you'd ever mushed the two together like a spread...

[MyOwnStickFigure]

Thank you... this really means a lot to me... getting caught in the act right... I had a bunch of soda, mushrooms, avocados, apple juice and halloween candy which I have refrained from buying for about 2 years now and for some reason I caved in this year. The real test is AFTER halloween is over and it's on sale. Prevention planning ahead for me. Thank you so much for this generous and caring offering/comment.

[joyisaware]

you are beautiful , don't be ashamed while being cought in an unbalanced mindset, it simply shows them we are the same and we all do our best walking the healing path, thanks for sharing!