SHOOTING STARS

model gia carangi & zoe lund
SHOOTING GALLERY: MANHATTAN: EARLY 80's
in zoes words .....A woman softly LAUGHS. At first, we cannot determine which body belongs to her.

HAND-HELD - Exploring the junkiescape of bodies, we discover GIA, a young woman. She is seated in the corner, LAUGHING to herself. Her heavy-lidded eyes are open, as if at half-mast. She is very beautiful, So much so that in the darkness, her pallid face seems to glow. But something's wrong. GIA is the major player in a tragedy. She is dying, and knows it.

A SURLY JUNKIE, sitting a few metres away, mumbles from the shadows.

SURLY JUNKIE

Shaddup, Gia.

GIA suddenly snaps to. Leaps up to a squatting position, pulls a SWITCHBLADE out of her back pocket. Waves it demonstratively in the SURLY JUNKIE'S direction.

GIA

I'm not talking to you.

GIA looks at us now, dead on into the camera.

GIA

Sorry for the interruption. These fuckers can be very rude. Where were we?

No response. SURLY JUNKIE peers into the darkness, toward us. He doesn't see anyone. GIA isn't speaking to anyone in particular. Yet she isn't "loony". She is just speaking because she wants to. Or maybe SURLY JUNKIE is wrong. Maybe someone is there. At any rate, we are.

GIA suddenly flashes a smile that is all loveliness. And she knows it.

GIA

It was all worth it, you know.

[Implied: "What was"?]

Everything. And I own it all. It's all mine. My choices. I learned that long ago. I'm responsible for everything. The joy and the pain. "Responsible." My agent once said I didn't know the meaning of the word... But they're the kind of motherfuckers who wake up the morning after a one night stand and just 'cause they didn't cum, they accuse the other guy of rape. Or they do a photo shoot, and when they look at the pictures, they see there's no soul in their eyes. So they blame the photographer. Did you know that after a person dies, their body weighs a little bit less? Just a few grams. But the point is that something was there when the body was alive. Now, after death, it's gone away. Not to Heaven or Hell, 'cause we've got them on Earth. But to some other place. And that makes me glad. Not only because it kind of proves we've got a soul, and that's nice, 'cause I'm dying. But because that kind of stuff makes the idiots worry. It ticks them off. They don't understand shit.

In the background, CLINKING, TAPPING noises indicate that a JUNKIE is fixing his dose. A SECOND JUNKIE begs him for some dope. FIRST JUNKIE ignores his pleas.

SECOND JUNKIE

Just give me half of your bag. Please. You know how many times I fuckin' took care of your ass, when you were pukin' and shittin'. Come on, man, just give me a taste. Just give me something...

FIRST JUNKIE says nothing, but gives his colleague a very small amount of DRUG, tapping it out of the bag.

SECOND JUNKIE

Oh, thank you, thank you, thank -

GIA silences him with a look. It's clear she commands respect here.

GIA

Do you think I'm still beautiful?

["Yes."]

I never was pretty though, was I. I remember once they tried to put me in some kind of frilly little thing, covered with tiny pink flowers. It made me look like I was about to drop dead.

(laughs to herself)

You know, I bet that someday, the modeling industry will decide that the junkie look is "in." There will be enormous billboards in Times Square, showing skinny, heavy-lidded boys and girls, their arms discretely scarred... The business will steal anything, then remake it as their own. They'll wring the truth out of it, first, of course. And then, when the lie goes out into the world, they'll hide behind your face. In high school, I thought I was making my own fashion - in platforms and neon glam... But then again, where did I get that stuff, the glam shit, and all? I got it from fashion magazines...

(beat)

No, way back then, when I was falling in love with a woman for the first time, listening to Bowie and all the rest of those motherfuckers and growing up up up - I didn't really think I'd end up dying before I turned thirty. And I didn't think I'd be a junkie. Or a model.

(beat)

But I've had a pretty good time. I just wish I'd - I wish I could have been happy...

GIA leans back, closes her eyes. Perhaps dreaming of that happiness.

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[oceans1006]

Don't let the idiots get you down Lou! You and Gia are both BEAUTIFUL souls! Keep 'em coming! I support you! Smiles to you! :) xo

[GIALOUISE1980]

XXX THANKS

[Mik1262]

Interesting mix.. In some pics Zoe looks like a silent screen star from 20's Hollywood, very distinct.. Gia just looks beautiful all the time :-)

Great job Louise :-)

[GIALOUISE1980]

thanks mike xxxxx

[KiittyCupcake]

yeah she seems interesting but i can't really find anything about her.

[shushiiiiii]

it's o.k , I didn't know anything about zoe either and then I found her site accidentally. She was an interesting person and may be some people think, that she is trying to be like gia just because they both had a fast and dangerous way of life, which inevitably affects their appearance.

[KiittyCupcake]

she's not trying to be Gia

[KiittyCupcake]

well that's what i read

[shushiiiiii]

That's bullshit. They weren't exactly friends, but they used to go to the same shooting galleries back then. She even wanted to write a screenplay for Gia's life.

[xoxchunaxox]

wtf isz thisz im so confused!!!

n by the way that other girl hasz nothing on gia =D

[KiittyCupcake]

I've read that Zoe never even met Gia

[ssarryo]

WHo's this wannabe Gia chick? I suggest you try to be your own person. Being someone else doesn't work.