Uploaded on Feb 20, 2012
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H2o - https://www.facebook.com/H2o.CRK
Delusional Productions - https://www.facebook.com/pages/Delusi...
H2o - Suicidal Thoughts
"yo im a.... im young. but iv seen things that most people these days couldnt imagine,
and i've seen things that most people in their life time....they dont see.
so a...i wanna take you on a trip through my mind.
through my struggles, my addictions, my problems....my suicidal thoughts..."
lately i been stressin with temptations not to mess with,
scars arent mentioned when you had asked me who had left em,
avoidin all the non sense when you bothering my conscience,
and to be completely honest? i snapped, and almost lost it,
maybe one day i could show this world what has grown,
into this mind of mine that i barely even know,
and i, barely even show that i feel so alone,
cuz i been on my own since the day i got kicked out of home,
so i grabbed this microphone to prove my value,
(as a man who set a very dark example)
this h2o sample burn my life just like a candle,
when im critizised in lies because of things i couldnt handle,
iv been called a bum for being homeless (I was hopeless),
just young and out of focus, but nobody noticed,
iv been called a player for treatin girls like shit,
when really im the one treated like garbage in relationships,
yall hate on me and my dreams like i was a sickness,
this my life so let me live it i wont ask for your forgiveness,
iv always been independant, so just let me spit my flows,
this aint the life i chose, but im stuck on this road,
over these last few years i have seen my homies die,
and most who are alive just frontin me a lie,
iv been jumped, shot at, and i even got stabbed,
so (shouldnt i be the one who is gettin mad?)
now there are mornings i woke up so goddam depressed,
that i didnt care if i ate or even got dressed,
fuck impressing a crowd that dont even like me,
when its likely half of that crowd wanna fight me,
iv struggled with addictions that dont show for most who dont know,
suppressing feelings with this weed, liquer, and blow,
my path is narrow at the end there is a scarecrow,
tellin me to pull the trigger so i stared down the barrel,
"Shit kinda makes you wonder right? like, where the fuck is this shit headed ya know?
you go big or go home, they told me not to do. screw it. haha"
And these suicidal thoughts got me thinkin all crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy....x4
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