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Uploaded by on Jun 5, 2008

Bad week,
brother got married (normally would be a good thing) yet i'm a terrible stupid sister, he deserves better. Social anxiety and panic kicked in, bulimia "saved" me from the anxiety (why can't i do anything right?!).

Is recovery even possible? maybe i'm not even trying hard enough, maybe i am that lazy.

Will probably make this video again when i've calmed down, or make it private. I daren't watch it back right now..

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  • You are so beautiful and sweet- you really are. I know you can't see it but you're lovely, inside and out. I wanted to give you a hug when I watched this (and ask you out!) Good luck fighting your depression and eating disorders- good luck with all my heart.

  • you seem like SUCH a lovley girl, and i know this video was posted over a year ago but i really hope you've picked yourself back up and put that beautiful smile of yours back on your face :) x

    your so brave, and even more brave for sharing this with everyone, I hope its opened people's eyes and made the more fortunate people just how lucky they are :)

    keep smiling xx

    c/b xx

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  • You know yourself which is good, but you need to trust in people who will help you significantly with yourself and realize that as an individual you can only have the power that you draw your relations with others and knowledge in yourself.

    "Don't hold on to what pulls you back"

  • Hope your feeling better these days. Keep your chin up^

  • down with bulimia

  • @Blacksabbath211 hehe, she does!

  • you sound like hermione from harry potter :)

  • can i like, hug u through the computer?! (: but oh gosh, i do understand how u feel partially. i have anxiety disorder, ADHD, and slight depression. I've always felt messed up ever since i can remember. no one knows except for me and my mom. I dont want my friends to think im a psycho. therapy does help tho. its just hard to be honest because u care too much what they'll think about u. isnt it funny tho how i cant tell my friends but i can tell a bunch of random people on youtube?! ha

  • you seem like a very verry sweet person. and i bet you are. you are beautiful. you may not be able to see it. but you are. and i understand hearing people say it isnt enough.. cause all you want is to see this beauty too. i wish you the best of luck getting through this..a nd beleive me you will. i ahd bulimia and anorexia. and im just recovering. be strong. cry if you need to cry. scream if you need to scream. people dont understand how HARD this is. goodluck girl[:<3

  • o my goodness. I want to give you a hug!! I have bulimia as well, and I would just like to give you advice: Get rid of all binging food!!! You have to distract yourself from wanting to mindlessly eat. Walk away! Talk to a friend when you want to binge. Sometimes it isn't helpful to talk to family, but friends are always an unjudgmental ear. Be strong sweetie.

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