*Germany viewers version*: Binge Eating Disorder Update: Balance, God, and Texas Vacation Pics

This is the same exact video as my last one, just without a song. :( Youtube won't let Germany watch my videos if there is a song in it, for some reason (?). So here you go, Germany! Hope this works.

I have to constantly PUSH away thoughts that whisper to me, "Eat less,"--"Count calories,"--"Exercise more,"--and instead just tell myself, "Danielle, you need to focus on God right now. Appearance is the least of things right now. You are in need of God and should put Him first." I am happier lately... not screwed up by either binging or deprivation... two horrible things. Balance is a beautiful thing. I do plan on eating healthier and exercising more, but will continue to nip it in the bud if it signs start showing of it getting out of hand. My boyfriend arrives in 2 weeks. I long to look good for him :\.... yet don't want to get stuck in a binge trap again.... He loves me. Just keep telling yourself that, Danielle. He loves you... :\ God loves you. That matters even more. :) Alrighty... that worked. Ciao.

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[stutteringmilton]

ah- loved this video. cute pics! and you are so pretty! i get the same way when i see other skinny girls... paranoid.

i plan to be making more videos too. glad you're doing better.

[Kaufmann08]

I can't wait to watch your videos! I've always loved watching them.

[HowBadDoiWantThis]

Oh my gosh.  YOU ARE AMAZING :) Thank you for reposting this :) (oh, and your lacey hands are gawgeous dahling ;)

and on regards to your video: its so lovely that you are on a 'normal,' carefree way of eating at the moment....and GO YOU for not binging for a month??!!! That is HUGE progress and I am so happy for you :)

[Kaufmann08]

I love your vids :) and you have a beautiful singing voice. Thank you for all the kindness :)

[GiaStruggles]

oh that´s so wonderful that aou´re boyfriend is moving to your place...and even you don´t tell us very enthusiasm but it sounds so great that you´re addictive side is not still the BIG part in you´re life....i think you´ll make it...i hope so for you and i am glad to hear from you....bye xo gia

[Kaufmann08]

I'm excited about him moving, although a little nervous too of course lol. How are you yourself doing lately, eh?

[TheMusicloverrrrRR]

@TheMusicloverrrrRR .i even cried in class one time cause my stupid fucking teacher was talking about health and body and she said tht nowadays teens are overweight and she turned to me and said ''right fiona''?(thts my name) which was so embarrasing cause my class laughed -__- and im not even that big..im abt 135ish to 140 pounds..oh and out of curiousity, i just wanted to know if u can speak german? :)

[TheMusicloverrrrRR]

my weight is half of the reason why im depressed(other than the fact tht i hate my highschool), im not obese but im not the skinniest girl either..and the problem is tht im half german and half malaysian and i go to school in asia..and asian people are really small sized and i have a body of a western so people will consider me fat which makes me feel like shit and it just makes me soo depressed.

[GodsOwnDesign]

I'm not spamming here... but me and some friends made a video which i hope might help you guys. It's entitled ''Body Image, Insecurity & God'' and can be found on my page. 

[rivkaeve]

I feel for you! Iam the exact same way when it comes to obsessing about food. It effects your mood and your relationships. Thank you for being brave!! xoxox Best of luck girl, take care of yourself because you are beautiful!!

[dominotriangle]

I know what you mean about jealousy over skinny girls...it's just so hard not to be! I find that the mall is the worst place for that.

[GiaStruggles]

ya´that´s pretty normal bring nervous i guess, so...try to enjoy it and don´t bother you with huge jealous thoughts and stuff ..he´s moving for you...only !! ehm..much things changed in my life but yea it could be better but it could be worse, too.=)