9 months of my transition: MTF Transsexual (Tear Jerker)

I made this slide show with what little amount of pictures I could find. The problem was that when I was raped the second time, the guy stole my phone. This video is missing content. Such as my very first rape. Along with a lot of stuff in between that youth shelter and getting kicked out. I just simply do not have any pictures so I cannot talk about it, or you would not be viewing a slideshow but reading a story. :) I will see if I can write up my experience.

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• transsexual
• hormones
• estrogen
• male-to-female
• mtf
• m2f
• transgender
• trans
• tranny
• suicide
• alcohol
• corset
• anorexia
• progesterone
• hrt
• therapy

[DaggersDen]

Aww dude why would you do this, you looked like a cool dude and had a nice girl :( Please do the world a favour though, DON'T CUT YOUR COCK OFF. No matter what anyone tells you, they can not make you a vagina, it will never work like a vagina, you'll never have babies, you'll never have a period, it will not feel the same, it will be just your penis turned inside out basicly. I do not care what anyone says, thats what it is. Oh and, sorry about all that shit that happened to you, wish there was

[ChristinaDream]

@DaggersDen Don't worry, I'm not going to, I went back to being male, see my other newer videos. I'm leaving all of these up so that other people who think they are women when they aren't will learn from my mistake.

[scotiagurl19]

it is amazing how meeting one nice person can change ones life. try to make someone smile today :)

[ChristinaDream]

@scotiagurl19 always.

[SoapMacTavishism]

Are you Buddhist?

[ChristinaDream]

@SoapMacTavishism I walk a path of Buddhism called the Bodhisattva path. Although I would say I follow doctrines of Buddhism, Taoism, Gnosticism, and Christianity. In the end all religions serve the same purpose, that is to develop unconditional love, and equanimity and to birth the soul.

[ChristinaDream]

@Kanoki989 You know at one point, I wished death upon my parents. But now 2 years later my view on this has reversed entirely. I love them and they love me. :)

[sophieeverett12]

Blessings to you on your journey, Christina. You should check out the 'Center of Light' depending where you live. It's like eastern spirituality mixed with Christianity, meditation etc. The priests and teachers there saved my life.

[DaggersDen]

@ChristinaDream Oh very good, very good :) I would be lying if I said I did not have a fetish for "T-girls" but when I saw this, it just looked like you got dealt a big bag of garbage so I wanted to give some good advice :) well thats very good you're going back to what and who you really are, but if you do decide to stay like this, just remember the whole surgery thing, is not a good idea lol.

[DaggersDen]

@DaggersDen Something I could do.

[INvalidSYNapse]

I neglected the tear-jerker warning to my dismay. Your beautiful, and I wish your story a happy ending.

[hopefulkylee]

Your sooooo beautiful... Disney princess!!!xoxoxxo!

[lakerhart2011]

You are beautiful! Love yourself.

[SophiaAphrodite]

I must assume hon you are self medicating, you never mentioned therapy which is a requirement and emotional stability is a requirement for HRT too. I am glad you are finding your way but please let people know you are doing something dangerous that no one else should do.