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My sister just died 2 weeks ago and 99.9 % of her everyday life was centered around her disorder.. It Is REAL!!! And you and many others need to wake up and smell the coffee and stop sweeping this under the rug or thinking this is just an excuse. Do you know the torment in the mind of a Bi-Polar individual? unless you do please keep your mouth SHUT!! :-(
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Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!
I don't feel alone and like a freak anymore.
You are a beautiful human being.
May God bless you with peace of mind and true eternal happiness.
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Dito...
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hello again jockypay. i feel it. i have thought regularly about suicide, but try to stop these thoughts by telling myself, "i don't really want to do it, i don't want pain, i can't cut my wrists, i can't drink something like bleach. i rationalize my fears of commiting suicide. i take depakote cymbalta risperdol and lamictal. these seem maybe to help, but not really !!!! i get mania sometimes and feel exhillerated about spending on stuppid things. good talking to you...bye happy holidays
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watch?v=tHnS3_DZWEU&feature=re
lated Amazing story of a farmer who discovers that we can alter metals, we can alter body, we can heal cancers and many other interesting things that point towards what doctors already know, Placebo effect, fake pill that makes the patient think he is healing. Think he is healing.. if we can think ourselfs into healing, we should be able to manifest lead into gold like christ is how i feel..
If we can alter our way of thinking, we can heal easier. its support!
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watch this whole thing if your bored, its an amazing story about metals. Which chemistry in the brain actually containts metals. This is not about bi=polar but by the end of it you can learn alot about what a human being is and can do. This does not really teach ancient techniques but simply its part of the process i am on that seems to prove that machines can alter metals to make them into other metals, like christ did. We can manifest health through proper support words and imaginations.
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@xXxXBleedPurpleXxXx so if this is real, we basically pray about protection from our god, who ever you beleive in, etc. If you do not, I did not a long long time, maybe its time to attempt it? Why not?
When i asked christ to assist me, i did receive my answers and still do. Cant push this on people yet, it changed my life and im still who i am, or, more like who i was when i was like 14, i feel like a child again almost always. This worked for me, the energy protection. Lots of Vids on it.
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@xXxXBleedPurpleXxXx There are energy protection techniques. Some people beleive entities cause these attacks that we can not see, so when we take control of our energy these attacks stop after awhile. But when they do happen again, its more noticable and we do our protection again. This proves to work. Weve all looked at our hands and said, THIS IS NOT ME. What if in a way, its not, and its some kinda energy spirit in another dimention we cant see, it is said they feed on emotions of anger.
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You say you're not doing this for attention, but I think you are. We just studied this in my PSYC class. Why else would you be on youtube looking for sympothy. You need to talk to your Dr. Bipolar is a very real disorder... Good luck!
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I am a Christian and I believe I may have bipolar. I have had thoughts of suicide... like, "If I had a gun... I would" I would say that all the time.
God has helped me so much.
God Loves you and so do I!
I care about you though I have never met you.
We are all brothers and sisters in this world.
*HUGS*
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So I'm just going out on a limb here... You must not date much.
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WOW! Thank you for the video! I ALWAYS feel crazy & alone. I have my good days & my really really bad ones & when I have my bad days ppl look @ me like I'm crazy. I told my mom ystrday that I was having a horrible day just bc & she just snapped @ me like it was a joke. I honestly CAN'T help it! & I have been sent to the hospital for suicidal thoughts..I can't be open w/ my feeling bc no cares or listens..they brush me off their shoulders....
In that situation, it seems your hands are tied. At least you know you tried your best though.
joskypay 3 years ago