My Disorders and Me: Bad times.

I wouldn't normally vlog when i was feeling like this but i just felt desperate to release some of the tension. It helped.

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• Brunettebarbie21
• Depression
• Anxiety
• Social
• Unhappy
• Lost

[MissJulieJanee]

I jst have one question: Can you think of something (ANYTHING) that still makes you happy? Like: playing with your dogs, writing, drawing, singing to yourself, etc. Anything? I wonder if maybe you do have something that still makes you happy or lifts your spirits when you do it. Why not try to put aside some time each day to do that thing which you love and makes you happy. Do you think that might help a bit to make you a bit happier? I don't know. I'm just trying to think of ways to help you

[BrunetteBarbie21]

@MissJulieJanee I can think of things that I like doing but I just don't seem to get much pleasure out of them anymore. Everything I do seems to be tainted with negative feelings from inside. I need to make some changes and quick I just dont know what to do. I appreciate your comments so much Julie. xx

[SnoopzzBoo]

I've felt like this before, i know the feeling. You are not alone.

[BrunetteBarbie21]

@SnoopzzBoo Thank you, neither are you *hug* x

[Tomikagetsfit2011]

I hope you feel better and I can understand some of the feelings you have at this moment

[BrunetteBarbie21]

@Tomikagetsfit2011 thank you tom xx



[ThePanicOfOurLives]

I'm so sorry that things are like they are for you right now. I know how you feel, I know I should be grateful for my life and blessings but I always feel like the anxiety and depression are going to swallow me whole! And no one understands because my problems come from inside. Hang in there, Girl. You are far from alone.

[rethabrighteyes11]

( Cont)

I don't know what your believe in. But what gives me hope is my faith in God. What ever gives your hope What ever you have hope in. Hold on to it. Try your best to not lose hope no matter how bad it gets. I know it not easy cause it not easy for me. But just never lose hope!! I will keep you in my prayers!!

[rethabrighteyes11]

( Cont)

. I may not have your issues but I know what is like to feel trapped in a box. I know what is like to feel alone and scared...I know what is like to have depression and fears issues cause I have it. I pray for your comfort and the strength for you to make it through.

[rethabrighteyes11]

Your such a beautiful person inside and out! I can tell you have a beautiful heart!!!!!! It hurts to see you so sad cause I can relate to the inner pain that no one sees.

[Winda25]

When I'm dowm and feel like everything's so hard in this life I think of my grandma, who was 4 years old when the war started. And she had to hide with her mom from boombingsin metro stations underground. And then 5 years further of her childhood there was war and everything it usually brings. So I think that times were far more toough then present ones.

And also when I don't know ahst to do of afraid of smth, I remember nelson madela said "It always seems imposible until it's done". That helps

[BrunetteBarbie21]

@shortydiartiste I'm feeling the e-hug. Thanks hun. x

[MissJulieJanee]

(cont) get through this because I hate to see you so unhappy and miserable. You are a wonderful person. You are caring, intelligent, and so much more. You DESERVE to be happy with your life AND with yourself. I just want to see you in a better mental state. But I know its all easier said than done. Just know that I'm thinking of you and I'm really wishing with all my might that things turn around for you, somehow.