Hhhhhh, I just had to do it one more time I just had to let you know once & for all how I truly feel about you, and I say "one more time" because I know it dosen't matter if I make a 1000 songs about you, it'll never be enough, so if you don't hear any of the other songs I made for you, I hope you hear this one, listen....
(1st Verse)
Damn, been over 1 year since I lost you
Over 365 days I put my heart through
Agony, misery, torture & pain
And now everyday I wake up it's more of the same
And they wonder why, it's 'cause you're on my brain
Yeah I'm carryin' this burden, call me "Lord Of The Rings"
It burns, it stings, to think back when
All the moments that we shared together, back then
But I'm here now, all alone in the dark
My heart still burns for you, all i need is your spark
I'm on my mark, ready, set to go, to let it show
That my love for you is still impenetrable
You'll always be the one for me even though you punish me
With your absense, I know you're still lovin' me
Although you keep underneath, held within
I know you're still wondering what could've been
(Chorus)
I'm pretending, and that's all i can do
Fooling myself that i could ever be with you again
It'll never happen again......but still
(2nd Verse)
It should've been me and you
It could've been me and you
It would've been me and you
'Cause you gave me a reason to
Push on, move on, carry on, stay strong (stay strong)
And that's why I'm writing this song
Spillin' this ink on this paper like it's blood from my heart
Tryin' to figure out where I wanna start
How I wanna let you know, how I wanna let it show
That I never wanted to let you go
I treated you like my #1 fan, put you in the front row
Front row at every show
And yeah that's just a metaphore
For the way i used to treat you
For the way i used to see you
I saw you as a queen and I would do anything
Just to see you smiling, I didn't like to see you crying
And trust me, that's why you'll never wanna see me again
Because inside I'm dying, without you
(Chorus)
I'm pretending, and that's all i can do
Fooling myself that i could ever be with you again
It'll never happen again......and that's why
(3rd Verse)
This is the last time, I promise
I'm done, I'm through
You'll never have to hear me say again that I miss you
I just hope that you realize, that in my eyes
It kills me to see you with other guys
'Cause we were meant to be together
Now we're both livin' lies (livin' lies)
And it's eatin' me alive
Tearin' up my insides
That you're not my Bonnie, and I'm not your Clyde
I'm livin' my life like my shoes are untied
I'm trippin' over the fact that you're not by my side
You were my down ass chick, my ride or die
And now I'm lookin' for an answer as to why
When I look up at the sky
But all I get back is silence (silence), yeah no reply
So I just keep carryin' on through these songs
But I'll miss ya forever baby, so long
(Chorus until end)
Wow....just WOW!!! It's comments like this that make me feel really happy about what I'm doing. I can't express enough about how good that made me feel!!! Thank you SOOOO much!!!! I'm really glad you liked it :)
plsqurd 1 year ago
Aww. I'll always heart u.feel betta friend.
socobucs 2 years ago
Thanks for that....I'll always "heart" you right back too ;)
plsqurd 2 years ago
dude this is actually legit. i feel ya man. i have the most amazing girl in world and if i ever lost her, i would die. sorry about what happened. really meaningfull lyrics and dope beat. keep ya head up
dynastarracer1 2 years ago
Thanks man. I really appreciate the encouragement :) I hope that you and your girl stay together..... because I know how bad it hurts to lose that "amazing girl".
plsqurd 2 years ago
Hey PL. Don't let that dude below me get to ya. This song is AWESOME!!!! The lyrics and the beat are great. Lots of emotion coming thru on this one. 5 stars.
P.S. You two look really cute together. She obviously dosen't know what she let go of ;)
idkagn 2 years ago
Thank you for that. Yeah, this is one of my fav. songs that I have done latley by myself :)
plsqurd 2 years ago