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Charlene was 22 years old,
Love of my life, So now the tears flow
Walked up to her casket as the fears grow
Couldn't recognize her, She appeared old
Was feeling so nervous. You're gone, So living is worthless
You didn't deserve this! God did this on purpose?
I wish I could turn back the hands of time
Flip the script and trade God's plan for mine
You'd be a model, No longer sick but healthy
No more diseases, Sickle cell-free
And at nights, We'd be talking hours on the phone
Like Michael Jackson's song, I was not alone
I'd have a model of my own, My Boo from the BX,
No one compares, So who's gonna be next
I cry as I write this tryna to fight this crisis
Never thought that I'd be feelin' like this
I cried and I'm grieving
They're telling me you died for a reason, I try to believe'm
But I can't see the upside like most people should
Death is kinda blurry, I see no good
I'm clever yet I'll never get the benefit of that
She's heaven sent, But why did heaven take her back
So I guess that makes God an Indian giver
I lost her, I'ma loser, No longer a winner
Of course we're all sinners, Are we judged by that?
Commit a sin and you go to Hell? Just like that
If a person's good then they should stay up in Heaven
Just hope that's how God judged on May of the 7th
Charlene, Known to MySpace as Simply Deep
May 19, You were placed 6 feet deep
It's a tough process, It is such nonsense
Why would death end the life of my best friend
I guess then that's just the cards that we're dealt
But I don't know how to deal with the pain that I felt
Just sitting at home reading poems, All your poetry
No I'm not alone 'cause I know that you're holding me
You're in Heaven, I'm in Hell, Yes you were so close to me
You're in a better place, Guess I'm supposed to be
So happy, But I'm not, I'm just stating the facts
Kind of hard accepting the fact you'll never come back
In and out of hospital
Knew there was a chance you could pass, But I doubt it was possible
I'm in a simply deep thought
About the girl who showed so much love from a weak heart, She was a sweetheart
We thought we'd be part of our lives forever
My soul mate, Just you and I together
We used to spark like a fork in a microwave
Never were apart 'cause we'd talk every night and day
I remember how you'd repeat one line
Used to tell me, I could be so sweet sometimes
No matter what the situation, She'd speak her mind
Like the random times I tried to make you eat some swine
All you said was "I don't eat that type of meat I'm fine"
Lied and bed, And you used to rub your feet on mine
For a week, I left free the side of your bed
Physically you're gone, But you're still inside of my head
You were like my muse, My motivation
I hope that you'll be there to open gates when
My time comes, I know you're waitin'
I'll once again see that smile, There's no mistaking
But for now, Here I stay in this same dumb world
You were more beautiful than James Blunt's girl
Reminiscing about the times I spent with you
Every time I said I loved you I meant it boo
I'm sorry for the times I was argumentative
I must admit I was far too sensitive
Yeah we used to fight a lot,
But to my surprise you'd apologize whether you were right or not
You made me cry, I made you cry, We're Even
You've said Goodbyes I've said Goodbyes, I'm Leaving
But then you died, Again I cry, I'm grieving
My friend for life potential wife, Bereavement
When I asked about your day you used to say "Je Ne Se"
AKA I don't know, I just hope that my friend's OK
I lay every night, And I pray that you might
Come and visit me saying you're OK, you're alright
I still hope you still know I love you, It's clear like a window
I lay on my pillow, And pray that you will show
For real though, I feel like a widow,
From hero to zero, I feel low, Real low
I know you're looking down from a cloud up in heaven
We met in 2007
At the IPod store in the city
You were such a Goddess, Gorgeous, So pretty, Later that month,
I went to your graduation
It meant alot, You told me "I'm glad you came" and
The rest is history, Was guessing this would be
Something so strong and long but I was wrong, You're gone
May 7 is the day heaven took you from me
Rained day after day, Let It rain, It's insane
All this pain that I gained, Who's the main person blamed?
Curse his name blame, First became aware that you passed
When I called your phone A man said you were gone
He said you didn't make it, In my head Dude was wrong,
That's what led to this song, I asked God Why?
Please tell me its a lie, Sister held me as I cried
When you passed I became, So lost, I collapsed from the pain
We were the perfect match it's insane
I'll never find another girl exactly the same
'Cause there's only 1 U like Fabolous name
I'll keep that Sean Jean shirt as a souvenir
Fact that you're gone hurts, Just wish You were here
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pvg crew rip charlene nolan .wmvby missdonna100024,556 views
Good work!!! Did you record this on a mac?
chaduce 2 years ago
Recorded it with a Kodak, Edited with a PC
Cameo131 2 years ago
wow. that was very good. and very touching.
K1495 2 years ago
much appreciated
Cameo131 2 years ago
hey im resly sory all hopes go for her egod bless here
cod4geek24 2 years ago
Thank You. Happens to be her birthday today
Cameo131 2 years ago