Depression

I did not want to commit suicide because of words, I wanted to commit suicide because of family issues. However, I stopped myself and did the right thing and got help.

When someone told me to go commit suicide I was not going to do it because someone told me to. Get it right. ¬¬

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[TheChannelsupporter]

That girl who didn't like you and told you to commit suicide just tried to get under your skin because she's SO jealous of you. You're beyond gorgeous <3

[Zeba Koli]

It was a group of guys who did it, they kept sending me messages everyday telling me to commit suicide, they were meant to be my mates as well. They turned me a bit cold now to be honest, one of them said sorry but sorry does not mitigate his actions and I told him 'how about you go fuck yourself?'.

[NinetiesYouth]

Easier than schizophrenia

[Zeba Koli]

Please do not compare mental illnesses with each other, it is unfair and ignorant. I understand the consequences but comparing one to another does not mean anybodies pain is any less. We all have our problems and we should not be concentrating who gets it worse, recovery and education is what matters the most.

[Waliur123456]

Zeba have you got FB

[Zeba Koli]

Yeahhh type in 'Zeba Easmin Koli'

[Zeba Koli]

Just because I have depression does not mean I am over emotional. This video was put up a year ago, a lot can happen within a year and emotions can die out due to complications. Please refrain yourself from ever making an idiotic, ignorant comment. Goodbye.

[Mohammed Jamil]

Zeba, why did you just suddenly stop talking to me? What happened to your Facebook?

[DarkangelIXV]

Glad you got lucky.

I actually did it, at least the part that counts.

Got the 9x19 out of the cop's holster, safety off, hammer back, under the chin, *click* before he even reacted.

Later learned that the fucking ammunition was faulty, primer popped but the round didn't go off, all that effort just to get body slammed by the self-righteous fat pig.

The constant 'god's will' / 'its a sign' bullshit from everyone was the worst part.

But yeah, shit gets better eventually.

[Gladiatorearek]

thums up Zeba you ar beatiful women i like you nice video;))

[Jacob Alderman]

man fuck you, all i see is what your name says, blah blah blah, shut the fuck up

[ExtraFunGaming]

Very touching video

[antodonnelly]

wow stay strong :/

[supergurlzable]

i went through a similar experience. i understand your pain, believe me time heals things! :-)

[FlyyHDMI]

your hot :)

[Mster Seass]

Great video