First Snow (Part 2) - Hybrid [prod. by Emancipator]

Emancipator's "First Snow" instrumental. Amazing job.
Quality is lacking a bit, I'm sorry about it. I'll get better at it soon.

Lyrics.

I feel so blank I could blend in with the snow,
Like there was no way to get through to me, this ice has taken it's hold,

This clutch is stuck and I'm on throttle until the day that I blow,
Falling down the same path without stop because I can't slow.

A little piece of me has broken off from the whole,
And right now I don't even think I'm even in control,

Because I'm losing my heart and I knew I was losin' my soul,
my mind's been changed to ignore the only thing I've ever known,

It was that life had it's good, and life had it's bad,
but no matter what, never let go of what little I already have,

I sacrificed what i couldn't allow to give to the past,
And now my own shadow stays behind me, heckling with a cold laugh,

As the chill runs down my spine, it sends these images of shock to my mind,
Stuck in the past while bearing the conscience of my rhyme,

Tried to say sorry for what i've done, but stopped praying for forgiveness, I'll ask another time,
No sense begging for what I won't get, but to make amends is the reason for my life,

Because if I didn't have people to care for, I would have already died,
I would have given up all hope, and just blasted off a .45,

No matter road I take I find myself at the same house every time,
this cold empty room with nothing but despair compressed inside,

Jammed up into a ball my life ran over what I built,
The imaginary person I constructed to make people think my life wasn't at a stand-still,
I've failed so much yet I'll still continue to try, you be sure that I damn will,

I can't stop after all I've been through,
the book I have to write is too dim to be read by a candle,
Left alone without care, I'm like an old picture on a mantle,
I've done my best to get by, But this situation isn't handled.

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When live gets you down, it's best to just let it go,
when these situations happen, the best you can do is just make it home,

To not do something stupid and end your life because living is too hard to handle,
God isn't there but you have people who care, look around and you'll decide to cancel,

You're able to make it, if you would try hard enough,
you could pass highschool and live a good life before death sums it up,
but sometimes enough is enough and the struggle making it from here to there is tearing you up,

You have a chance, all you need is the direction,
you have people by your side, guiding you through lifes progression,

I had never known myself until I saw who was with me,
The circle of people I have surrounding my blind side makes me proud to see,

Homies, I'm just glade to be, the guy that you have chosen to see,
to be the one you look up to means a lot to me,

You'll never see, a tighter group, of weird crackin' white boys,
I'm makin the sound now, and people re hearing my noise.

This stress has been lifted and I feel my corner holding up,
it's a great feeling when these people let you know they'll never let up.

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• hip
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[DementedClownArmy]

I keep hopin' I got what it takes to be in a studio, and if I ever make it in one, by the graces of god I promise you it will be worth it. I have a dream, dog.. Not just for money, although money would be good. I want..people to know who I am. Why I am who I am. There is a lot people will know about me through music.

[FantasiesGhost]

There just had to be someone who ruined a beautiful song like this... 

[TorchedFlamingMystiq]

this shit is great. quality is not good, and your flow is kinda off, but your lyrics have always been the best, out of all the other underground rappers i've seen. you're good.