No Copy write infringement intended, this is me saying so long and bringing my mom to her final resting place
Tonight's video, is the most hardest I had to do, I thought long and hard as to what song to play, and what to write, there isn't a poem with it. There's pictures of my hero who went to heaven on October 15, 2010.
My mother was the bravest person I have ever had to opportunity to love, and this weekend, as you read this and watch the video, I am in New Hampshire, honoring her wishes, and scattering her ashes.
I know this isn't goodbye, cause even tho she will be at her final resting place for eternity, she will always live on within me and her grandkids.
I often wonder how my mother was so brave, how during the most difficult times in her life, and during her final weeks, she put a smile on her face.
Her smile, I miss that, I miss everything about her, and no one can take her place. No one will ever fill that void in my life that has been missing since the day she past.
I guess somehow I thought there would be a miracle and my mother would over come this as she had done before, but HEAVEN NEEDED A HERO.
She overcame cervical and breast cancer, so why couldn't see beat this. Sometimes I get mad that she left, but like in the video she didn't go without a fight.
I know, I'm not the only one who misses her and loves her. She was my rock, my life, my mentor, and some day's I don't know what to do.
I know life goes on, and one day I will see her again, I know she's with me every second of everyday, she watches over me, but sometimes it truly gets hard. I know life is full of changes, that we all will die, BUT I always thought she would be here with me.
My life, even my everyday life was about my mom, there was no one quite like her that's for sure. If I screwed up she told me, but no matter what she loved me anyways, if I made her proud she told me, (which I always did lol).
My mother had something special about her, her smile, her sparkling blue eyes, and a heart of gold. She had a big heart, sometimes to big, but I know her family loved her. She is missed terribly, more than I think she ever realized.
I love you Mom.....can you feel my love way up in Heaven?
Great video! I lost my mom from a brain anurisum. I miss so much words can't explain.
FlexThatStick 3 months ago