The Dreamers ♡ 19 (Marathon 2/5)

(Demi's POV)

I only had 900 dollars on me, and I knew I would have to use at least 200 of that money for a plane ticket, cause there was no way in hell I could stay here. Joe just got into his dream school, and I couldn't ruin that for him. I couldn't ruin his family or his life, I loved him too much. We had only been together for a couple of months but I felt like I knew him forever. It was like we were soulmates. And unfortunately God had another plan for us. I felt like I would maybe end up spending the rest of my life with Joe. Marrying him, having a child with him. And I guess God just wanted that plan to come a little faster that we would want. How was I going to afford to take care of another life when I don't even have enough money to take care of my own? That's right, I'm pregnant. I decided I would move to Georgia. I wanted to be somewhere away from the city. So I hailed a taxi and made my way to the airport with just two backpacks and a wallet with nine 100 dollar bills, my ID, etc. I purchased the cheapest ticket to Georgia, which happened to be a town called Maple that was twenty minutes outside Atlanta. When I got to my gate I asked a nice looking lady beside me if she would watch my bags, she agreed, and I went to the bathroom. It was empty, so I stood by the mirror and lifted my white tank top. I took a huge breath in, sucking in my stomach, and then released it, blowing my stomach up, trying to imagine what my belly would look like when I started to show a bit. I couldn't believe this was happening to me. I always thought if this ever happened I would get an abortion or give the baby up for adoption. And the second option was still in my mind, but the first; abortion, I just couldn't bring myself to do it, as much as I always thought I would in this situation. I went to the bathroom, washed my hands and made my way back to my gate, stopping at the News store to pick up a magazine. I thanked the woman when I reached my gate and opened the magazine up. The first advertisement was for the MTV show, "Teen Mom". I rolled my eyes and slammed the magazine shut, crinkling it up in the process. As I boarded my plane a few minutes later I began to wonder if Joe and his family had noticed my disappearance, and once they had I wondered what they'd do. Probably call Social Services and report my absence, and then the services would begin to look for me. I was hoping they wouldn't be able to find me since I paid cash for my plane ticket, and used my fake ID, which was actually a real ID but it wasn't mine. A girl from a foster home I was in at one point got a state ID and I paid her for her to give it to me for alcohol and stuff since she was 22 and we had a lot of similar features. As I looked out the window of the plane I started to feel extremely sad. I already missed Joe and Selena and their parents so much, and the friends I met at school. I didn't want to leave but I knew it was the right thing to do. Sure, this baby should know who their father is and Joe does have the right to know about his child, but he had his entire life ahead of him, and what if he reacted badly...I wouldn't want the baby to feel rejected like I had my entire life. I arrived in Georgia a few hours later and was on a shuttle in no time. I decided I would spend the night at a cheap motel and look for a place to live tomorrow. It was 2 in the morning and I was exhausted.

Category:

Entertainment

Tags:

• Joe
• Demi
• Jemi

[EcilaCrown]

this makes me want to cry =/

[jjessicaiscool]

Aww this makes me sad.

[MsSophie26]

That was good. I'm loving this series, it's great. Can't wait to see what will happen next.