Depresstival - go to fucking sleep

I WROTE A NEW SONG!!!! It took me literally 5-10 minutes to write!!! Read the various disclaimers down below the lyrics.

All of my relationships become a Chekhov play,
Everything is tumbling to the ground.
Repressed, I sit, observe the fucking damning of the day,
The sound of birdsong makes me want to pound their heads in

I'm a, *tweet tweet*, emotionless -
You'll never see me in the street, don't leave the house.
'Cos I'm a creep, creep and I'm a hostile bitch
And i hear one more fucking tweet I'll fucking drown their shit.

But still I sing like the Lady Day,
Ripping off the skills of someone else.
Feel guilty when someone pays me,
Despite my lack of funds-to-feed-myself.

But now i'll switch back into the major key,
No-one wants to hear an insomniac's rant.
But then the flat 3rd is creeping up on me
Along with the pretense of this song,
So you're depressed now sing along.

Oh see i'm dying to get laid by someone miserable as me,
We could touch ourselves then cut open our hands.
They say that women prefer bastards I profess that's somewhat real;
The cynical make me feel good about myself

'Cos I'm a leech - leech onto someone else,
It's all your energy and prospects that I'll drain.
Psychotic freak - fucked conception of myself,
And people clamour to avoid me on the train.

I like to hang out with the pigeons spotting trains


Various disclaimers:

I'm out of the writing block. It's not a ukulele, it's a guitaralele....Yamaha GL1. They're about £60 and have a beautiful resonance. It's basically a small guitar, tuned up a 5th, so from A-A.

N.B. I REALLY like birds and am a long term vegetarian...but when I'm not sleeping the sound of birdsong makes me depressed beyond belief.
Also, the line about Billie holiday is a reference to me ripping her off, not to her ripping other people off.

Category:

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• Depresstival
• Go
• to
• fucking
• sleep
• UK
• Antifolk
• anti-folk
• miserable
• girl
• trainspotting
• with
• pigeons

[JustinMakesVideos]

Your attitude can change a lot of things. I'd like to hear you try to make a positive song. I always liked happy songs over sad ones.

[lightsatsparkwood21]

@JustinMakesVideos I have long term, significant mental health problems.

[JustinMakesVideos]

@lightsatsparkwood21 I'm not a psychologist and It's not my place to tell you what tone your songs should have. I believe my comment was meant to be a general statement when I first typed it however, it became more of a brashness critique of both you and your videos. I didn't comprehend fully the nature of you illness. I apologize.

[lightsatsparkwood21]

@JustinMakesVideos i've written a jaunty little song about a tapeworm. i'll finish that and put it up soon.

[Lordbaldur]

@lightsatsparkwood21

No you don't don't be a RETARD

[lightsatsparkwood21]

@Lordbaldur you're a don't

[SumDizzyFoo]

I'm too drunk too have a definitive impression of either,but generally, I find both you and your voice to be rather attractive.

Further, lyrics that passed almost traceless through my skull left a feeling of melancholy that clashed beautifully with the the tone of the song.

Something about a sad song sung happily that I've just always loved.

[OhBlev]

I feel your pain, I can't sleep for shit. Fell aslepp at 9 and back up at 11:15. WIDE AWAKE. Been like this for almost a year and so fucking tired of it. Your song made me laugh, thank you. At this hour, under these circumstances, it's much needed, thanks love.!

[foreskinforest]

You are so attractive,,, everything about you.I mean you are so fuckin HOT!

I wOuLd give up the goat obsession for one female such as you.

[Archiveofobscurity]

@JustinMakesVideos # All of my relationships turn out to be ok / Everything is absolutely fine / Jolly I sit, observe the arrival of pleasant sunrays / The sound of birdsong makes me want to frolic gainfully amongst fresh herbiage and swooning sunflowers...(doesn't really work as well) =P

[JustinMakesVideos]

@lightsatsparkwood21 That made me smile and I look forward to hearing this "jaunty" tune of yours. Lol I'd say humour is a bridge between happy and sad so I appreciate you meeting me half way as it were.