Why Am I... The Way I Am?
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Uploaded by ScottRayne on Jul 8, 2008
Depression induced thoughts... A product from the mind of Scott Rayne. On a happier note, they increased my meds...
The comment regarding hate is a tribute to Yelonde's video "Emo and Gay Hate," http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUn06X8fn6I
Thank you Yelonde for helping me better understand the hate that lives inside me.
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Thank you for making me feel that who i am isnt wrong :)
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amazing
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@EasyBakeSmiles same here
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WOW! this video describes me better then i can describe myself, i've come to realize that i'm happiest when i'm trying very hard to live for God, but at times i slip up and i end up hating myself for it and i end up doing some stupid crap because of it
LittleBlackSparrow 1 year ago 2
@LittleBlackSparrow - Thanks for the comment. You know, when I showed this to people around me they just rolled their eyes... They never understood this thing that lives inside me. I was somehow able to give it a voice (for a hot 2:06) :P And it's a comfort knowing that other people can relate too. Take care.
ScottRayne 1 year ago
This video made me literally burst ito tears, it's literaly just...me.
fizzylizzy710 1 year ago
@fizzylizzy710 Thank you for your kind comment. There is hope beyond depression, in time...
ScottRayne 1 year ago
Your video is heartfelt and reminds me so much of how I've felt my entire life. And I have realized that after 38 years of life, that there is no pill to fix me. I just keep pushing on for my kids..
kellieash 2 years ago
@kellieash - It can get better.. Thanks for your comment.
ScottRayne 1 year ago