[Railey's P.O.V.]
Wait... I missed him? No, no, no... I can't miss HIM. I may miss his... features? I don't know, I just know that I can't miss him. Okay, Railey, just think back to all the times he's cheated on you. Walking in on him and Tori, making out, kissing, half-naked... this is helping actually. I do miss the things he says and does, but I don't particularly miss him. Does that even make sense?
I finally stopped talking to myself in my head and came back down to planet earth... which is where I'm currently making out with the guy I hate? But, it wasn't just him... I was kissing back, so I can really blame this all on him and blow-up on him. Well, I CAN, but I guess I won't be that mean. I gently pushed him off and sat up with him still partially on top of me.
"Nick, this isn't right..." I lied. Nothing had ever felt so right, but it was with the wrong guy. Remember Railey, he's a cheater... just a cheater.
"Felt pretty right to me," he protested. I sighed and laid my head on my knees. He was messing with my head, or maybe I was messing with my own head by the use of him... I think. "You obviously don't hate me," he mumbled loud enough for me to hear. I lifted my head up.
"Maybe I don't, but I still don't want to date you again!"
"Then why did we just make-out?" he asked. I was stumped.
"I don't know! Everytime you kiss me I just... I don't know. It's not really a choice whether I want to kiss back or not, something forces me to kiss back!" I said. He smirked and gently pressed his lips against mine again. I tried to just sit there and not kiss back, but my curse got the best of me and I kissed back. He pulled back and smiled.
"Why don't we go for a walk and talk things out?"
"No!" I quickly protested. "I don't want to work things out, Nick."
"Railey, we love each other. If people love each other, they DATE.. or get married like we were supposed to by now," he said. Thoughts of a wedding ran through my mind. Damn you, Nick.
"Yeah, well we both know why that never happened," I said, referring to him cheating. He looked down.
"So you mean to tell me that there is NOTHING in this whole world I can do to make things better?" he asked. I was about to quickly answer, but decided to actually think about his question. Is there anything he could do to make things better? Of course there was, but I couldn't think of didly squat.
"I don't know, Nick... you tell me," I answered. He rose his eyebrows as if it was a shock.
"There is something?"
"Maybe, but whatever it is you have to prove it to me," I said, referring to nothing at all. This was one moment I had no idea what I was talking about. He sighed and then nodded with a smile. He stood up, gently took my hands, and stood me up. He held his arm out towards the stairs, which was where I was going before we collided and held our little make-out session.
"Ladies first," he said with a smile. I didn't know if this was his idea of getting me back or if he was just being himself. He was naturally a gentleman.
I walked downstairs with Nick behind me. Derek was sitting at the counter painting his nails. I'm so not use to this whole "living with a gay person" thing.
"Thanks for the polish," he said to me without looking away from his nails. I smiled.
"Um, no problem?" I said. He didn't really ask in the first place.
"So, you lovers together again?" he asked, which kind of made me blush because it brought back our little kiss-fest a few minutes ago.
"No, Derek. We're not going to date anymore," I said while avoiding eye-contact with Nick. I could feel his hurt eyes on me.
"That's what they all say, honey," Derek said. I rolled my eyes and Nick smiled. He walked up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist while leaning down to my ear.
"I think he's right, honey," he whispered while mocking Derek. It sent a few chills down my body. There he goes, messing with my head again.
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What a busy weekend for me... which is why I haven't posted. But I told you guys I wouldn't. So right now I don't have internet on my laptop, so it's kind of hard to post.
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thats good nick just mess with her head haha
she NEEDS to forgive him!
TheRealKennaNicole 1 year ago
KISS KISS KISS!!!
this is getting annoying they need to get back together
0209199710 2 years ago
Get back together already lol!!!
Loved it!! Post again soon!!
GirlyGirl06030 2 years ago
aww...they need to go back together immediately :]
mariaij18 2 years ago
i had to re-read this, i love this chapter.
joe should get an ipod and play, get back by demi lovato lol even tho she probably doesnt exist in that world.
lol, I swear that song fits perfectly.
"ever since you left i've been a mess. you wont answer your phone (true for nick) ...i wanna get back, GET BACK, with youuu."
nbabiggestfan12 2 years ago
aww too cute
cee9833 2 years ago
aww too cute.
atleast she didn't pull away or push him when he had his arms around her.
or will she? oh god.
i'm anxious! POST MORE? please?
nbabiggestfan12 2 years ago
gosh they should get back together already but i like the suspension its causing of them NOT getting back together yet.
love the chapter
jbfangirl101 2 years ago
amazing,
get back together dammit!(:
rachelxojonassxo 2 years ago
AWW they need to seriously make up already
jennymarie1995 2 years ago