Goodbye, Malaki

When I left 8 months ago, I remember telling Jamie and Gladys that this is one of the things I feared most. In a way, you could almost say that I expected it. Only to expect something doesn't mean one can prepare well enough for it. And to be quite honest, no one can ever prepare for something like this.

Joanne, thanks for telling me this. I'm sorry that you have to be the one to give me this news, but if it weren't for you and William I wouldn't have known about it at all.

Viv, Steph, Ber, Gladys, thanks for watching me cry through Skype... Thanks for being here for me. There can be no better sisters than you guys.

Malaki,
All the words in the world would not cover what I wish you to know. You helped me through my CE and helped me cope with my A-levels. You have been here through my ups and downs with me in the past 3 years. The fact that I was not only not there but halfway across the Earth during your last minutes here breaks my heart.
Our times together had not always been great, my first competition with you was disastrous. As far as I could remember, my last ride on you hadn't been all that great. I remember thinking to myself, "we'll do better next time!" The truth is, I had a lot of hopes and plans with you... and it hurts so, so much not to know what could've been. I understand that it is probably for the best - what happened to you - but I'm not sure if I will ever come to terms with this.
You never belonged to me, but you're more my horse than anyone else's. I love you, and if my tears could bring you back, you'd probably never need to leave. I wish you could've known just how much I love you and I'll regret forever for now being right there with you when you're in pain.
I miss you
I love you
I've lost count of the million times I asked why.
But either way, there you went. Say hi to God for me, for I know it's not goodbye forever, that one day we'll meet again. A part of my heart left with you, and it'll always be right there with you.
i love you ♥

***declaimer: i do not own the audio!****

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Pets & Animals

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• horse
• malaki
• hr97
• lymprs
• RIP
• slipped
• away

[walla236]

pls tell me why he was put down? plsssss :*(

[kalibarpr144]

@walla236 he was put down 'cause of laminitis. it was really serious and they said it was beyond saving, apparently, he has been lame on and off the past few months or so

[walla236]

did he die? i ride at pok fu lam and sometimes tuen mun i also went to lo wu pony camp

[kalibarpr144]

@walla236 yes he was put down a bit more than two weeks ago.

[walla236]

why? what was wrong

[walla236]

looks cute :D

[howilliam]

Really touch by this ... you can't help but feel emotional that you can build such a bonding with Malaki -- and I am sure Malaki is in good hand. Malaki should be proud and never regret during his days on earth that he earns such a friendship, heart, caring (and tears) from you. We all wish we could do more, and as you said, he is also bringing part of my tears and heart from me.