Hold Me Tight And Let Me Cry chapter 3

jennys pov
my mom LEFT.
she
fucking
left
me
with
this
ass.

now i have no where to go, nowhere to turn, no one to turn to. i cant run away. where would i go? my grandmas? psssh, shes dead. my best ffriend? the one and only friend i have believes im not abused. she thinks hes just "strict." yeah, i wish.
i cant believe she just got up and left.

last night, my dad...came into my room. he...he touched me.
last night i was touched, fondled, and kissed my virginity goodbye.
by my own father.
it hurt so much, i just wanted to die. tears ran down my face, with my eyelids closed, i tried to think that it was nick, that this was pleasureable.
nothing worked. every thrust, moan, noise, movemebt, from him reminded me it was /him./
nick wouldnt be this heavy, he wouldnt of put all his weight on me, he would of supported it somehow. maybe with his forearms. wouldnt he?
nick would of kissed me, kissing every inch of skin he could, doing it in a loving manner.
he would of been gentle, not going fast and hard.
his touch would feel good. his smooth, but somewhat firm hands roaming my body.
not /his/ old, rough, rigid hands, that had no right to be on my body.
nick would of did wehat i wanted him to do to me, but somehow make it into what he wanted to do to me.
he would of made me moan in pleasure, not cry and scream in agony and pure pain.
he would make it pleasureable for me, not just him.
but what last night was like, it couldnt of been nick.
it was my dad, no, my step dad.
its just my father stole something from me, something i will never, ever get back. i looked up at my dresser, and saw the picture of nick jonas.
"why couldnt it of been you? wju wasnt it you doing this to me? why wont you help me?"
it seems like im throwing all of my problems at him, but i cant help it. im in too deep now. now, nick has to save me. he must. if he doesnt, ill be gone.
forever....

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[Robinlovefriends]

i ment :

Wel next chapter? its really good! and BTW which song is this?

[novelist22]

if youre gone by matchbox20

[jonas3alex]

but does nick know her ???? like in the past did thy know each other ???

[memyselfandi1O1]

it's really good!

[ButterflyxDream]

wow thats all i have to say is wow. intense... okay that too! lol

[hoopz10195]

write moreee please i have to know what will happenn

[Robinlovefriends]

GRRR, can you let her stephdad die or something? he deserves it!

Wel next chapter, its really good!

[NickJonasBabe1316]

good srry SARAHBOO ... SHE IS MINE AND I MIADE THAT NAME UP THANK YOU VERY MUCH

[luvverr15]

whoa! my stupid mother fucking father!

damn him!

not my real one, lol, just in the storyy duhh(x

I wish it WAS nickk(x

lol...

thanks SarahBoo(x

NOW IM HAPPy;

since you posteddd(;