Geometry -- geometrical formations in it's essence and manifestation of value and importance and worth and trust and faith and worship is of consciousness.
I forgive myself that I allowed myself to define myself according to sacred geometrical manifestations separate from me.
I forgive myself that allowed myself to define myself according to these manifestations in my world to tell me who I must be, how I must be, how I must live and how I must exists.
I forgive myself that I've allowed myself to place value and worth and definition within this sacred geometrical manifestations and patterns that is of consciousness existence.
I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize that in participating in this sacred geometrical manifestations of consciousness though I am supporting consciousness manifestations of separation and therefore I am responsible for this world and the current manifestation of this world.
I forgive myself that I allowed myself to become fucking angry with the system at the moment telling me that my believes and ideas in the geometrical manifestations of this world are false.
I forgive myself that I've allowed myself to become angry at the system telling me that what I am is false.
I forgive myself that I've allowed myself to live in separation by needing and being dependent on geometrical manifestations separate from me to manifest 'my stable world of who I am'.
I forgive myself that I allowed myself to believe that I am the sacred geometrical manifestations that has been presented to this world that is of this world that is of consciousness.
I forgive myself that I allowed myself to believe that I am these geometrical aligned triangles of knowledge and informations which I implement and manifest in my world.
I forgive myself that I never allowed myself to live.
I forgive myself that I never allowed myself to realize that I've never actually lived.
I forgive myself that I allowed myself to used geometrical manifestations of this world that is of consciousness as a construct and in that construct define that as living.
I forgive myself that I allowed myself to exist in separation.
I forgive myself that I allowed myself to define myself according to separation.
I forgive myself that I allowed myself to use separation as a definition to tell me who I am because I couldn't find me.
I forgive myself that on my search for me I have been using geometrical manifestations of consciousness to tell me who I am because I've given up on myself.
I forgive myself to allowed myself to need to become dependent of geometrical manifestations to tell me who I am, who I must be, because I don't know who I am.
I forgive myself that I haven't been honest with me in terms of realizing that I don't know who I am and I have not ever lived.
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I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realise, that hope, faith and belief is manifested connectors the mind use to tie relationships with separate manifestations within and of the unified consciousness field - which lock me into enslavement of the mind within and as the unified consciousness field within and as separation.
hereaslife 3 years ago