This Is How It Feels

A music video dedicated to all who have lost a precious child to miscarriage, stillbirth, SIDS, etc.

I made it in response to a friend of mine who asked me how it feels to lose a baby . . . and whether it's harder to let them go if you haven't been able to hold them . . . or if it's better to hold them and then say good-bye . . . and how we've been able to deal with our losses . . . I honestly don't know the answers to all of those questions.

I tried to explain to her the feeling of being held in Jesus' arms while you cry . . . and that you never really forget those tears. There are times I still cry . . . especially when I wonder what they would look like now . . . what they might have grown up to be.

But our sorrow is not without HOPE. We know that someday we will hold them in our arms. And I am so grateful that the Lord holds us ALL in his hands.

(Note: Most of the photos are from Google images and were edited them with Paint Shop Pro)

Category:

Music

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• miscarriage
• stillbirth
• stillborn
• loss
• abortion
• healing
• grieving
• death
• grief
• hope
• comfort
• Held
• music video
• song
• heaven
• baby
• infant
• Natalie
• Grant
• child
• tribute
• memorial

[bubbles20257]

This is a very beautiful video. When you lose a child, it is the hardest thing to come to terms with. The pain is so unbearable that everything around doesnt seem to exist. I lost my little angel, and I will never get over it. The hole in my heart can never be filled again xx

[jennyfan11]

That's exactly how it feels, "the sacred is torn from your life"..

David Michael Chavez July 3, 1994 - July 3, 1994 (one day after my birthday).....

[betherann]

@middy444 Thank you.  <3

[middy444]

@rchenot1 honey, try joining BabyAndBump. They have an amazing community on there xxxxx

[middy444]

@LIZSDCALI66 I am so sorry, also :'(

[middy444]

@betherann I am so very sorry :'(

[bbrainbow]

<3 missing my lily tonight

[betherann]

Thank you so so so much. Our first child was stillborn on 11/20/2011. This song is so right.

[AMCKEJB3]

this was a beautiful video my daughter lost her baby September 6th 2006 on my birthday i was with her it was the hardest thing ever to go through as a mom to watch your child going through something so heart breaking and not being able to help her and as a grandmother i wish i could have helped both of them but sometimes God has other planes and baby Durcan became an Angel that day .i now have 2 beautiful grandkids Emma and Jacob and my youngest daughter is going to bless me with a 3rd Bryce

[LIZSDCALI66]

i had an ectopic pregnancy, 2 miscarriages & a son who died of sids before my now 8 year old beautiful baby girl was born. she was born unhealthy after a very difficult pregnancy & a terrible (medical wise) infancy but today she is 100% healthy & although i am thankful for her it hurts everyday for the loss of my son & the unborn babies i lost this is the 11 year anniversary of his birth & i still hurt just as much today as i did then. this song is so touching. thank-you!

[MattyandAlhanasMommy]

this is so sad, we just lost our daughter Full term Feb 25th, 2011 and it's the most hardest thing a parent has to go threw. Our daughter was born stillborn.. almost 5 months and we will NEVER be over it..some people think we should move on but they don't understand because they never have been threw this.