Begin Again - Catrien Maxwell (Original Song)

I wasn't going to post this here, 'cause it's far from perfect...but Dixie told me to. :P So here it is. I just wrote this today, hope you like it. Also, follow me on Twitter: twitter.com/catrienmaxwell =)


I can't relax
Or go back to sleep
'Cause I have to wait for you to call

And when you do
I will be thinking,
"Oh my god, he'll never know me at all"

And it makes me want to cry

I can't breathe
In this condition
Anxiety's got me bouncing off the walls

Later tonight
I am gonna see you
But I don't want to see you at all

And it makes me want to cry

I'm still not used to my own life
I'm a character placed in the wrong storyline
I flip the page, but things still ain't right
I can never get to the end
And begin again
I wanted to start again

I can't talk
To you anymore
'Cause if I do, I'll say things I regret

So my plan is
To slowly push you
Push you away, until you forget me

And it makes me want to cry
That I resort to these stupid lies


I can't tell
You that I'm sorry
Because the truth makes me so ashamed

I won't say it
'Cause it won't matter
I should have never dragged you through all my games



Guitar by Weeping Zee:
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[hawaiitshirtman]

You already know why this song speaks to me more than the others. Still on repeat.

[catrienmaxwell]

@hawaiitshirtman Turn it off, you'll get sick of it too fast!

[terminatorgir]

dixie sounds like a good sister if she convinced you to post this! i love your originals

[catrienmaxwell]

@terminatorgir Haha, she is! Thanks. :D

[shadowtiltz]

Amazing! I absolutely love this! Can I have the chords for this?

[catrienmaxwell]

@shadowtiltz Of course. =) Verses: Em, C, G, Am and Chorus: C, Em, G, Am

[mmarzl]

beautiful song! always glad to see another original form you! i really like it!

keep up the great music

marcel

[SuperShelman]

if i was a producer i would totally produce you

[MegaDreamer88]

cool chorus!

[BriHope]

@catrienmaxwell i love it that your songs are so profound and beautiful yet they are so simple but still greatly written.

[PiinkBunniie]

omg i LOVE this song .. i love the melody and the lyrics.. its already stuck in my head

[Jackieelisa23]

I hardly ever comment on videos, but for this I had to.

This is amazing, your singing is marvelous, and this song is truly beautiful

I can relate all too well.

[ViciandAnnieShow]

Dixie was absolutely right telling you to post this video. I think it´s one of the best songs I have ever heard in my whole life. It´s so full of emotion. I love the lyrics and of course your beautiful voice. Your music is far better than all the stuff that you hear on the radio. I know you´re going to make it big one day :)

[bflatdork]

i love this song

[RachelKlungel]

such a beautiful song!

[GeneralRB]

i've downloaded this vid..watched it sooooo many times.. just love it!!! thx Catrien..u have such a soothing voice!!! shared the link with my pupils, they love you!! lotta love from Mauritius Island.

[GeneralRB]

love this song:) soothing voice, nice lyrics, cute lady, cool music.