i know that the rec-sound switches at about 3:43 .... simply because i recorded it different time different location.... so... whatever..... it´s not ment to be played "in clubs" anyway ^^ .... you pay me rec-time &/or equip and things like this won´t happen anymore.. ;)
Lyrics:
nobody wanna be touchin me nobody wanna get hugs
cus on the one hand i´m nice and on the other I´m a thug
and I don´t give a fuck about you damn ass ho´s
and you damn ass bro´s and where yo´ damn ass go´s
...i´m actin tough on the outside but be emotional on the in...
where i´m under the gutter and honestly not so above the rim
They say love is blind, that´s why that bitch can´t seem to find me
all they see is Jim the man, but they forgot the kid inside me...
longing for cuddles, snuggles, huddles and honest huggles
from someone to help me out forgetting my inner struggles
someone to talk to -- someone who allows me to say nothin´ -- stay nothin´, pray nothin´, so I don´t have to slay nothin´
I lay nothin´.... cus on the end they all be goners
nowadays they all be bitches, nomore intelligent pretty mommas
and those mommas who be the way I want ´em to: true
are naggers about my swaggers and say that jim´s acting too cool
They name ME fool because THEY can´t think around the corner
THEY build up golden cages but wanna scorn on the adorner
They love me for my freedom but always want me to stay
But how can I come back if you won´t let me walk away
Yo, Girls could you notice there are two sides to the medal
And sometimes I wanna break when you just want to hit the pedal
And those who realize both cut-sides of the knife
They wanna share some time but they don´t want to share their life
And i´m doin my best to become the best man I can be
First they all wanna get handled and then they cannot handle me
They say i´m nice, and funny and intelligent and all that stuff
but when I be starting interaction it all happens to be a bluff
enough of those girlies who rather pass me on to an other
and be like "yeh he´s sweet, but more like my older brother"
Nobody wanna waste their time takin deep looks inside me
that´s why i´m alone at home sittin in corners punished by grief.
So I seem to be good at searching but i´m too stupid to find
yeh, it´s probably me who fucks it up all the time
Jimbo be human -- not more not less...
and humans need humans to lay their head upon their chest
Jimbo be feeling pride head held high
but feeling lonely at night... whipin them drips off his eye
I´m a young man, thirty years old and one time dead
I got one world outside my body and I got another one inside my head
I got my phsyics defined, but my brains up first in line
I got my emotions together, yup, i think i´m feelin´ fine
I paint and rhyme and sing all the time, I write and draw
I only keep what I need and the rest is for ya´
I´m not a monk but I am honest and respectful to the core
Yes i´m spreading peace, But yes i´m still prepared for any war
I´ll defend what is important to the person I call ME:
Me, Family, friends and human equality
and the freedom of speech , my homebase and all my arts
But the one thing nobody wants to share is the inside of my heart
Cus those who know the inside they do not want to get in
Cus although i´m a new they only remember what I have been
An angry frustrated teen acting out like he´s the king
Praying mental freedom from mental boxes he was in.
But I have grown, i´m still Jim, yes, but I have changed
I took off all my shakles, live my life so rearranged
And aIthough i built these walls to secure my inner freedom
I now put in some doors but nobody seems to see ´em
I know i´m buggin with this fuckin annoying honesty
but it´s hard to hug the world when there´s nobody hugging me
So I have tell it straight up through on and out my work
I´m ready to be loved - I´m ready to get hurt
and if it´s worth it, i´ll shut my pair of lips and purse it up
i´ll nurse it when it´s injured but will curse it when it is fucked
I´m not willing to bend in order to find the Yin towards my Yang
the fact that I want to plant a tree doens´t mean that I want to hang
yes I wanna couple up, with a little luck but yes i wanna be free
maybe the soulmate I am looking for is actually only me
JimRap. Schärding. thx for watching. Sorry for screwed up quality(ies) (wherever you find ´em). my brother´s headset, my granny´s cam, my laptop [and Alex´ Tweety] .....
[Beat, Lyrics, Vocals, Video: Jim ^^ ]
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JimPanCee´s "Dedication" (to Jeremiah Cleary)by Jimpancee286 views
Könnnte zukunft haben...bauen grade oben ein studio da müsste man mal in kontakt treten... by maxxikingg kollegah von ChrizZ :)
Bimmelinator 9 months ago
@Bimmelinator
ich bin scheinbar viel zu selten online.. oder ich schau einfach nicht genau genug.... oder ich raffs einfach schlecht ^_^
Anyway
gern, dass könnt man mal machen. Im schlimmsten Fall kommt nix bei raus - dann wirds aber trotzdem n chilliger Abend gewesen sein.
Ich geb einfach mal bescheid wenns mich wieder mal zu euch hoch verschlägt :)
greets
Jimpancee 2 months ago