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this is for everyone who subscribed, or supported me in the time i've spent on this account. for all we know, i might be back one day - but i know in my heart that thats not any day soon. and i felt like i owed everyone some sort of an explanation, and i hope this serves okay. i miss this account, but i've already become so much more at home on my other private one (and i'm gonna take the opportunity right now just to say, if you find it please respect my wishes and just ignore it. yah? ;D)
so yeah, for anyone who still wasn't clear - i'm leaving this account, well already left - but i felt i owed you guys a goodbye. so here we go. :)
i had the best of times on this youtube account, i mean for me even though 101mascaratears101 was the REAL account where i started out, i feel it all sort of started from here. :) and i'm so grateful for the wonderful friends and experiences i've been able to draw from my time on youtube, but for me - it just wasn't making me happy anymore. and as we all know, happiness is one thing i've been striving very hard to find.
i felt i'd been on this account to long, gone cold and stale. my inspiration was gone, my love for it, i didn't feel compelled to come online, i was just... for me it was kind of already over? :3
and although some people say they don't care about subscribers, i really did but mostly i wanted to be a household name here. how lame does that sound? and in the way that i wanted that to happen, it truly didn't. and the many little things that amount to that not happening, they hurt. and well, i'm easily hurt and so the things i'd come to associate this account with, JUST WEREN'T GOOD. i used to come here to escape from everyday troubles, but gradually they began to sort of run beside each other - i mean right now, i'm going through the second time of were i lose a friendship in real life at the exact same time as i am in real life. and it sucks. and it hurts. and so i'm going. :) i hope everyone can respect my decision, as something i have to do for me - i'm on my road to getting better, and stronger - but i think the part of that journey that happens here is over, at least for now.
but still i just want to thank everyone for supporting my decision! and for the amazing journey it has been!
all my love.♥
vee.
xo
youre uhmayzyng!
tenten547 1 year ago
CONGRATS, VEE! :D You got 1000 subbers! O: And you totally deserve it! ;D lol
Amazing job as always <3
I'm sad to hear you go :( But I'm sure you'll do amazingly well wherever you go ^^
<3 ya, Vee!
xXAmity0ParkXx 1 year ago
I hope that you have a nice life wherever you are. ^^ Have fun.
iloveme264 1 year ago
This is beautiful.
midnightxrequiem 1 year ago
Of course we understand and I hope you do get to feeling better.
bethhigdon 1 year ago
Beautifuuul <3 gongrats. wanna tell me how u use slow version in sony vegas 9 pro?
TheFantasyWorl93 1 year ago
im sorry your leaving but i understand how you feel so i think this is the best choice...i'm going to miss your video and i hope one day you will come back so till then i hope everything goes well :P
x22sara22x 1 year ago
Sorry to hear you're going Vee =(
I've always loved your videos and I'm gonna miss seeing any new ones in my subscriptions, but hopefully you'll get your inspiration back.
Good luck in whatever you're gonna do? And hope everything works out for you =)
You're still the best Disney editor on youtube =P xxx
missmollie16 1 year ago
Owwww dear, that's so sad, considering here's so much people we love you, but remember you can always return back to us, we'll be here for you
Love you so much Vee
-Arya <3
piratearicat 1 year ago
congrats vee. i know we dont talk much, but i truel adore your videos, they remind me of my childhood. and made feel less childsih to admit that i still love disney:')
who agrees that vee desevers 10000000000 subbers?<3
KangaRooInc 1 year ago