Update and thoughts on diet pills

Just wanting to update and say hi! Sorry for the insane amount of videos all at once!

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[KafkameetsPlath]

omgh! it is weird for me too.well it triggers me when I see my parents excercising or my sister excercising, I know its good and healthy for them but sometimes it makes me mad, like its not fair that they can excercise and I'm not allowed..idk how to explain it lol sometimes I even time their sessions, its sickening, its likeI dont want them losing more weight than me or something..idk..idk how to stop being so mad about it because I know logically it doesnt make sense for it to bother me so m

[raganmae]

@KafkameetsPlath I get angry too! Mostly jealous. i have to just remind myself, all in time. Once I am giving my body the proper nutrition to function, I get to exercise too. Keep your head up! We'll both get there. We WILL.

[iflymilly]

You are so goregous, I swear!

I don't normally watch vloggers but there's something about you, like, you seem like such a nice person (:

Stay strong,

xx

[raganmae]

@iflymilly aww thanks! Your words are so encouraging and help give me the strength I need to fight this little bastard called Ed. much love xxx

[justwanabebeautiful]

you will be free from purging soon i have faith in you stay strong. I m praying for you

[raganmae]

@justwanabebeautiful Thank you. I need people to believe in me. You have no idea how much that means to me!

[Mbenton1131]

Can u do a vid on things people shouldn't say 2 anorexics or maybe just ppl with eating disorders b general. Thx!:)

[phairfan]

nope i dont think diet pills are necessary for "healthy" weight loss. ive been struggling with diet pill addiction for 13 months, and its pure hell and makes my eating disorder worse. it doesnt help and causes side effect esp anxiety. diet pills is all about the obsession of being thin, well when i take them i just feel like im gonna lose a bunch of weight but i know the pills are destructive and hurting me. i dont recommend them.

[SpringtimeRosePetals]

@KafkameetsPlath me too! i'm getting better at dealing with it though, it really takes time :/

[megsno]

Follow me on Twitter! I watch your videos allll the time! @megizfantastic

[Unglamoroused]

@raganmae yay! I would actually love to talk to you, you seem like such a sweet person! Oh, thats super weird. My tumblr hasnt been working well...

I just noticed how many spelling mistakes I made when I wrote that on my phone...oppsie :)

[tirEDofcoping]

@raganmae they have made a difference, but it is VERY TEMPORARY and not worth the $ they cost. stay away from them! : )

[insidethemusicbox11]

diet pills aren't healthy for anyone, even if they do need to lose weight. i would definitely find it triggering. my dad recently got an eliptical machine and comments on how i should start using it... completely forgetting that i used to have a problem with overexercising, and that, at this point, exercise is not a good idea for me. not helpful, pops!

[IfGreenShouldSlip]

Hey! I absolutely love your videos and your honesty!! We are already friends on fb and I have my blog protected, but I decided to make my own yt channel :)

[peacewolf99]

ur so pretty <3 i know u can overcome the purging ur so strong . ur really my hero !

[FatasticAngel666]

@raganmae Maybe... I mean, what are they going to do about it anyway? They should have known that if they have them in the house, I can sniff them out easily. Lol.

And yes, it is hard... I am not free of the laxatives, but I don't take diet pills very often anymore. I'll probably start again when I get money though. It makes me anxious that I'm not taking them. Definitely adding to the addiction there. Oh well. I hope your day is going splendidly. 8^)