Save me from myself - show your story (ENTRY) - (NOW with description)

I OWM NOTHING!!!!! ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY!
It's very, very, very personal. So please, i expect some respect about it.

I don't have much courage to write a storyline, but basically almost everything is shown clearly on the video.

there was a girl and a boy, the girl did something stupid and didn't know that the boy was crazy about her. She didn't regret. The girl grow up, and so many problems appeared (it's SO MUCH personal to put on this), she was not alone, she has her parents, her friends, but something was missing (still does)...Her family didn't know what to do, her mother was having so many problems, her father too. Everyone was suffocating her, she used to live in a bubble. Too much protection, too much "don't do this, don't do that!!".

Too much concern about the WRONG THINGS.

Too much "her mothers desiers", too much "You'll do this because I said so!".

Too much loneliness, and yet, full of people around.

She needed to scape somehow, she needed to show the world that her heart was beating, that she could breathe.

She always bled inside.
So she starts bleeding on the outside.


She began to love the boy when she notice that was losing him, but he didn't care. She began to hurt herself (in every single way), and nobody realized that...That boy used her, screw her up, and she enjoyed it, because it was hurt. It was what she was looking for. Empty.

Later she realized that he wasnt the reason for all those things, he was just a part of it...He was her knife, her pills, her anorexia and bulimia.

She didn't need him to survive, he COULDNT save her, because it wasnt his obligation, it was hers.


The girl stoped hurting herself. For now.

PS1. Now i'm fine, sooooo much better! My relationship with my mother is amazing, we grew up a lot, together.

I realized now that some NIGHTMARES comes to bring new DREAMS. And I hope that everyone notices that before gets to late.
Everyone have their problems, nobody's perfect and the life isn't always colourful and beautiful, but you have to fight, no one else can do this for you. Absoluty no one.

Go look for help, see that person in the mirror and be happy about it, because nothing worths more in the INTIRE world that yourself.

Ok, I've just said the same worlds that my therapist had said to me, but, when you think about it, its totally right. It's hard to learn that, but once you have, everything become happier.

I'm not totally better, I'm not totally safe, because I know that some diseases don't go alway. Never. Especially that one. When you think it's over, you realize that she's just sleeping, and that kills you, but you HAVE to move on, and that's what I'm doing, this time with a help of my friends and family..


Ps. The thing about my mom is that she didn't give me a good example, when it comes to food and health. But aftter some years doing therapy I've learn how distinguish one thing from another.


ice dance, by danny elfman
save me from mylself, by christina aguilera
imagens of Skins, E4

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[laffertygirl]

omg that was sooooo beautiful! O_O you should be soooo proud of yourself for having the courage to show your story! especially in such an emotional still stunning way! this video was gorgeous and nearly made me tear up xd thank you so much for entering our contest!

[maconfort]

Uow! *_* Thank YOU so much for the comment, really! Your opinion means a lot to me!!

thank u for the support too..I'm so much better now, no doubt about it, but, you know, we all have our ghosts, skeletons in the closet :x but i'm not even a shadow of what I used to be, but, really?! My essence is the same and that I dont change for NOTHING, no metter what people thinks..

thank u again!! xoxo

[vickliebold]

Isso foi muito, muito triste e eu não faço idéia do que aconteceu, mas eu espero que você melhore logo e que tudo se acerte! Sério, eu quase chorei. O vídeo ficou lindo, mas a história é heartbreaking... Espero que você tenha sorte com ele, at least :P

Se precisar de alguma coisa, just say it!

Xo. :*

[maconfort]

Obrigada, meeesmo! :$ Eu fiquei com muita vergonha mesmo quando esse video ficou pronto, mas foi bom até, é muito confortante gritar essas coisas desse jeito..bonito mesmo, sabe?? Super sessão de terapia..haha :x

Obrigada de novoo!! E ja passou, eu já to BEM melhor, de outro jeito eu n ia conseguir fazer isso, mto menos colocar aqui !

e ei, preciso te adicionar no msn né? demorou já.. hauhauah

beeijo !

[LanaStern]

wow, that was so... wow!! i just started to cry.... wow... it was really amazing! you did a good job!

[georgiaflorentine]

this was beautyfull very origional and well WOW! xx

[maconfort]

oh :\ and how are you???? Are you better? Thank you very much for your comment!

[maconfort]

Thank uu! It makes me so happy, knowing that people really recognize the work I had.. (to make this video and to pass through this)

[maconfort]

Uou! thank you! Really, it means a lot to me...i`m SO much better now, at those days I was unable even to spend time on the internet...so..hahaha..

Yeah, that`s way I`m stronger..now I know i have them..

thank you again!! but don`t worry, that video is a turn page now =))

kisses *_*

[Lonelyascloud]

Hunnie. Actually I'm speechless. You put so much on this video. It's amazing. Hope things will be alright. : ) . You've your parents and friends... <3

Kisses

Sarah