Empty - ND, Fastest Asian in the West

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Lyrics:
People think I'm friendly
But I'm not if you don't believe me come and tempt me
Wanna hear about the demons in me? I got plenty
I'll never sleep until I'm buried under ten feet.
Cuz I just can't stop feelin empty

Reminiscing to the days when I used to be an outcast
Every other week, I got beated
I recall the days I'd wanna cut the bullies into pieces, take it to his friends and make em all eat it.

Thinkin back when every girlfriend cheated
And the times I was so mistreated
Thinkin back into the days of middle school when everyday I'd get on AIM and find a message and read it.

'You better watch ya back'
'What'd I do to you?'
'I'ma get you cuz you talkin smack'
Blockin didn't stop it cuz they kept on comin back and I was messin up in school I wasn't on the right track

And it felt like I was goin off the deep end
Everytime I had to smile I would pretend
Everytime they beat me in the dirt I'd wanna die when nobody in the school would ever come to my defense

So many nights I felt depressed
Memories that I've got repressed
Every night inside my dreams and tryna drive me to insanity cuz I've been feelin pain and regrets.

And I got more stories than a Hyatt
Voices in my head won't quiet
Ten years down the line and if you ask the people with me, every single one of them denies it.

Everything's in the past now, right?
Ain't nobody gonna blast now, right?
Kinda funny cuz I'm filled with all this anger even though everybody's outta class now, right?

And my grades were always the lowest
Goin crazy but nobody ever noticed
From a kid that wanted nothing but to die to killin tracks and you would never guess today I'm in the showbiz, and that's showbiz for ya.

(Chorus)

I remember one time,
All the fellas got together for a friendly pickup game of kickball
Except the ball was me, and a few years later I was cuttin everyday with sick calls.

Didn't wanna have problems, anyhow I got em
Ain't no one to turn to, to solve em
It's amazin how I didn't go in blazin with the drama that I had and shoot the people that caused em.

Columbine was first,
Followed by the Lake and then the Amish then it rounded out with VTech
The Slim Shady LP's the only thing that kept me sane and I would bump it till it started makin me deaf.

Criminal, I'm Back, Drug Ballad, Purple Pills, Marshall Mathers, and the Way I Am
And I'd reenact the story up in Stan but back then I was dorky as hell and I couldn't get a girlfriend.

My cousins,
Back then, they were better than me, grades higher than a kite breeze
This resulted in the fact that ain't nobody in their families or anybody close would ever like me

Well sort of,
Cuz my parents were ashamed and they would lie about my schooling just to keep up
And I never really got it cuz it seemed like ain't nobody in my family would get up off of these nuts.

What's a kid to do?
When he's told that he's strong of the will, but he acts ill-minded?
It's ironic cuz I rap about the beatings and the bullies and the blood and anything that it rhymes with

In reality, I'm feelin kinda bad about the drama and the trouble in the life I've been leading
In the future you can find me with a bullet to the brain and reminiscing with my arm still bleeding, so come join me!

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[MadeInSeptember]

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