Ok so JB didnt win but I ABSOLUTELY ADORE ADELE! JB will have their turn. Theyll get something bigger. Good things come to those who wait!
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After my song I quickly got up and went back to pa and hid behind him the remander of the interview. I was so shook up that I didnt hear anything after that. I just stood there and stared at the back of his head. I didnt know if it was the rush of singing in front of so many people or the mental picture of joes face while I sang the song. Before I knew it the interview was over and we were leaving. I followed nick out the door but suddenly felt a strong hand pull me back. I turned around and saw joe.
"what was that all about?" he asked in a wisper/yell pointing to the room.
"what are you talking about?" I asked yanking my arm back.
"your song."
"Im not going to talk to you about it here." I said rolling my eyes and beginning to walk away from him. You know sometimes I really miss him and sometimes I just want to punch his face in.
"fine" he pulled me into a janitors closet and closed the door. "how about here?"
"I dont have to explain anything to you." I said yelling at him as he flipped on the light.
"what do you want from me goober?! Huh!" the sound of him calling me goober made my heart stop. Ive yearned for so long to hear his voice call me that. He gave me that nickname when we were "dating" if you call it that. And it always made my heart flutter because he always said it with so much love behind it.
"what did you call me?" I managed to breathe out as I felt the tears beginning to stink my eyes.
"goober?" he repeated confused. He made my heart flutter again.
I stood there staring at him and managed to bring myself back to reality. "nothing. I want nothing from you."
He turned around frustrated and gripped at his lush hair. "you are so confusing!" he turned back to me. "why is it that only you can do this to me?" he was practically screaming.
"I dont do anything. YOU did this!" I was beginning to get agitated. If he could yell I could too.
"IM SORRY! OK IM SORRY! What more do you want to hear from me. You dont think Ive regreated leaving you at that park a year ago? You think I did it because I wanted to? Do you even realize how many hours of sleep I lost thinking back that I could have possibly lost you forever?!"
"then why did you leave!" I yelled breathlessly, tears streaming down my face.
He stayed there quiet. A single tear ran down his cheek. "because I love you." he said quietly.
I let out a sob and the door flew open as the janitor jumped when he saw us in there.
"oh. Uh sorry?" the janitor said turning his attention back and forth from me to joe.
"sorry." I whispered as I pushed my way past the janitor and heading to the car. I pulled my hood over my head as I struggled to get through the crowd of girls. I jumped into the back seat and turned my body to the window. I didnt feel like looking and talking to anyone.
"JJ?" nick whispered to me cautiously. I saw Kevin motion to him not to bother me out of the corner of my eye.
The whole ride in the car was dead quiet. You could really cut the tension with a knife.
[Joes POV]
This girl is driving me insane. I love her with all my heart but she wont return it back. When she asked me that simple question I stayed quiet thinking about what to say. Why did I leave? Why did I just abandon her with out an explanation? Why didnt I tell her what I really wanted to say. She searched my eyes waiting for and answer and there was only really one.
"because I love you." I dont even know if she heard it. I felt a tear run down my cheek. What I wouldnt give for her not to see it. The door flew open and the janitor walked in and looked back and forth between us. Before I could stop her she was on her way.
"goober wait." I called out but she just put on her hoodie and got lost in the crowd. "DAMIT!" I yelled punching the wall. The janitor looked at me like I was crazy and I just walked out of the building. I got into the car and jojo was staring out the window as my brother both gave me a death glare. I sighed and sat in the front seat. I know where Im not wanted. The whole ride to the hotel I couldnt get her face out of my mind. I need to talk to her. I need to get things straight. I cant keep living like this. I hate that shes not smiling and laughing with me. I hate that she absolutely despises me. I hate that shes hurting so much because of me. I hear her phone ring and listened to her conversation.
"hey jer. Im ok [sniff] no Im fine. Yeah. Ok. Thanks. Ill call you later ok. Yeah I promise. Love you too. Bye."
I heard her shuffle around in her seat and felt my phone vibrate.
We need to talk.
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Ok kind of blah but I like to drag you guys on. Its fun lol
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the word goober makes me lol.
kuhhreenuhhxo 2 years ago
HAHAHAHA
my older brothers call me that
wishinonastar07 2 years ago