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[KAITO+MEIKO] My True Self [Vocaloid][English Sub] 【MEIKO】本当の自分【KAITO】

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Uploaded by on Oct 15, 2009

本当の自分 KAITO+MEIKO version by そっとうP original song by にいとP
From Nico: http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm5005331
Original Miku version: http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm4327767

Couldn't pick one version, so... XD
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Notes from the producers page (paraphrased a bit):

Written with my own past in mind, this is a message to my friends and young people.

To the people in the modern world who have come to depend on the online community, dont we all feel a bit dissatisfied and lonely?

In order to cover the loneliness, we depend even more heavily on the net.

But in the end, we still feel unsatisfied, but its troublesome to deal with people, so we go back to the net
We are trapped in this loop.

The dimly lit digital garden = PC and mobile phone connected to the internet.
There are a lot of teenagers that feel lonely and uneasy if they are not always sending and receiving mails on their cell phone.

Could their heart be fulfilled this way?
In order to escape from this loneliness, there is no other way but to make changes yourself.

Although you might fear other people, but other people are afraid also
There is no one who want to approach someone who isnt smiling

Around you, arent there people who
Easily become irritated, and are always suspicious of other people?
These kinds of people doesnt have much friends, right?

In other peoples mind, are you smiling?
Please be smiling.

This is such a song.
Sorry if I sound pompous.

The first part of this song is [myself], and the second part is the [other self] who cry out the true feeling born from loneliness.
As one move forward, the loneliness fades away, [the other self] will probably also vanish.
But [the other self] would still watch over you, so please move forward by yourself.
And may [the other self] never have to appear again.
==

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  • @KuroKeiyakusha I completely understand how you feel. It's lonely when I laugh with my "friends" without actually being happy, that when I act the slightest bit like who I really am rather than who they want me to be they pretend I'm not there. It's painful to be surrounded but still lonely and knowing no one cares. It hurts so much but I want to keep on trying even though it seems so pointless. I can only hope that happy endings exist for people like us, so please don't give up.

  • It perfectly describes my life right now... I try to act all rough and make a friends by acting like silly clown for them, yet no one notices me anyway. No matter where I go, I am alone. I almost always fall asleep crying, but try to smile again next day. I don't know why I am crying anymore. Somehow it just really hurts. I feel like I am broken and everyone can see it, so that's why I am always alone. I am so pathetic. ||||orz

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  • This song makes me cry every time. It's so deep and emotional and reminds me a bit on my life. I love Meiko and Kaito and their voices sound so beautiful and harmonize fantastically in this video.

  • i love this song X3

  • @Calculated0Lie you cant always do something about it, and what dose it matter to you anyway? cant people be sad every once in a while. damn

  • People, stop complaining about how fucked up your lives are! Everyone has hard times, and this song describes me well also. But don't make everything about you, this is about Meiko And Kaito. Now I will go on with what I wanted to comment originally:

    This song is so touching, with Meiko's more mature voice, and Kaito's masculine voice, it harmonizes amazingly. Their so amazing in each of their duets, and this song carries so much emotion. This is certainly one of the best songs by these two!!

  • @Calculated0Lie yeah and lets wait and see wen they stab u in the back.ill laugh my ass off.-_-yes im a heartless bitch get over it.and btw thts ur life not everyone elses i lost a cuzen.yes she locked herself in her room and shot herself and no one noticed well good luck with YOUR life

  • Dear god people! Stop complaining about your life and do something about it! This use to describe me, yes, but then I fixed it. I started acting like me and I started telling people how I really felt. It was hard at first, and I lost some friends, but I made some new ones that are a 1000 times better, who I can be myself around. Stop being so depressed and do something about it!

  • @bakacheshireneko K, Just remember someone always cares about you, and it's not just me. It always get's better eventually, you have to work for the good things most of the time, while at other times you just have to wait. *gives hug and cookie* If you ever feel sad again, just send me a message alright?

  • @DeathsBestBitch i guess ur right ill keep holding on...i beleve u...and care about you too....so we'll get through this together then....mk?

  • I love it.

  • @bakacheshireneko your only a loser when you say so. Suicide is never the awnser, it only causes both you and the one's you care about more problems. Keep holding on, I am right now. There's always a light at the end of a tunnel, you just have to watch out for the train every now and then. I found my light, but right now I'm just a bit hurting from the burns it gives me, but soon enough, the burns will heal and I will be able to appriciate the light again how I should. I care about you, mk?

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