You were my world; Just promise that you won't forget me.♥

I miss her so much, its actually unbearable.
Its been just over a year since I was no longer with her.
Shortly after we'd stopped, we tried again. I tried Rosie, I really did. There was nothing I could do.
And when you were sold, everything was broken. My heart shattered. Then when I saw you on Horsemart, I really thought I could buy you back and make things work again. And I really wanted to. I thought I could cure you, stop the rearing, stop your pain. But this world isn't made of fairytales.

I really wish I'd bought you back Rosie. I cannot regret my decision any more than I do. And now, you're gone and I don't know where you are. You could be anywhere. For all I know, you might not even be alive.

I know you were never going to be worth more than £2000. I know you weren't going to be a BSJA superstar. I know I wouldn't have been able to do things I could do with other horses; but I loved you, Rosie. And even if it meant just keeping you as a pet, I would have done anything for you.

For everyone that thinks their world is coming down because they can't find a horse to buy, or because they didn't win their last competition, think; you need to be thankful for what you have, and the progress you can make. Because tonight, there will be a lot of people who are in grief over the loss of their horse; and they know that they are never coming back.

Thankyou for everyone who has been supportive.. ♥

If any of you might know where Rosie is or might happen to know the owners, or anything of Rosie.. please message me. She is a 13.2hh (May be a bit bigger now) 6 going on 7yo, coloured mare.. used to have tiny white speckles on her body in the summer or when she was clipped. Heart shaped white mark on her face. Used to have problems in her legs, "Windgalls" which didn't affect her much at all. Please, please get it contact.
Thankyou ♥

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[HunniiBaybiie123]

aww.. this is so cute! its heartbreaking seeing how much you genuinely do miss her, but everything happens for a reason i can assure you.. even if the reason is unclear. i wish you the best + i'm here if you need a chat, just inbox me on faceybook or something. much love shannon. xxxx

[withamvillarider]

@HunniiBaybiie123

Thankyou Lottie :) means a lot! xxxx

[XxXShebaMillyXxX]

Beautiful pony & video.

I'm so sorry about your loss, i know exactly what it feels like to regret selling your best friend, your only reason to get up in the morning. Don't give up hope, you never know whats waiting for you around the corner - if you ever want a chat i'm here, i know what your going through ♥

[withamvillarider]

@XxXShebaMillyXxX Thankyou so much, it means a lot. I'm always here if you want a chat too!<3

[xhorseyloverImogenx]

Im really sorry you lost her :/ she seemed special. i know the feeling of losing a horse, my loan pon y was sold 2 months ago, i miss her so much but you are right to be grateful for what you do have and i have an amazing new pony now, even though he can never replace her. ireally hope you end up finding her again, good luck xxx

[withamvillarider]

thankyou, means alot:) and well done for keeping so strong:) xxx

[withamvillarider]

@nelsc12,

thankyou.xxx

[nelsc12]

good luck finding her :) x x x