My struggle with anorexia and bulimia

Music by: Sarah McLachlan ~ Angel

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• anorexia
• bulimia
• magersucht
• bulimie
• essstörung
• eating disorder
• ana
• mia

[1Nosiddam1]

0:59 Im assuming the reflection was you when you made this video. Sweetie, your body is absolutely beautiful. x

[judytiger]

@1Nosiddam1

the girl at 0:59 ist not me, that's a pic of a commercial about eatiing disorders/anorexia.

Only all pics till 0:50 are private pictures from me.

[megaanimalloverlove]

when why and how did you get this ??

[judytiger]

@megaanimalloverlove

because I have been misused, abused sexually as a child. All the years I was alone with what was happening. I hated my body because I thought all along it would have been my fault, so I wanted to destroy my body and let it suffer. I did not want femininity to me ... not that any man looks at me and has sexual fantasies in his head.

[blahblahsmileyface]

how old are you?

[judytiger]

@blahblahsmileyface  I am 26 years old.

[judytiger]

@krazydallas1

All pics are me on which is my "name" >> judytiger written on it.

[ThePortialanyon]

i get it, im there, ive been there, im still there, its a prison and no one understands unless they're in it themselves, i wish i could comprise a video of my eating disorder but as so far i can not, its too much. maybe in the future. im 22 and ive had an ED for 11 years, now half my life. cuttings a huge thing too, ive had some awful experiences with that and some of which have been photographed and they pics haunt me, it is a hard world to live in, i get that 100% i send love and support!

[cierra3551]

im so very sorry:(

[branchesbroken]

i used to struggle with depression because i was sexually abused when i was younger. So i started drinking and cutting myself because i hated myself. and it kept on progressing to the point were i cut so deep i passed out and when i woke up i realized if i kept on cutting myself i would eventually die. then i guess i had a huge life turn-around and god helped me through, making me realize im not perfect but he loves me anyways no matter what i do so i stopped all that stuff and im on a betterway

[wiplash1020]

judy i dont know what you talking about the first pictures are so sexy I love to see more of you wow call me crazy but i love the way you look sexy sexy sexy I would love to have a gf the looks like you ...

[XxTiana98xX]

@judytiger Im sorry : / .....

[MadisonLibbyTrent]

how are you now?

[RageATM223]

@judytiger It sounds like you need to let your past go. I'm sure you are a very nice person and I can only assume from the pictures you are very gorgeous. You need to start thinking positive in your life and try and eat a little more each day.

[XoXoJustDream]

@XoXoJustDream -takes one person to love you more than anyone and thats God and if your only loved by God then you should feel really damn special bcuz that means he loves you extra special your beautiful dont kill your self thinking your not! I will pray for you I love you God loves you and dont hurt your self to look good your BEAUTIFUL ! <3 (:

[XoXoJustDream]

Judy I dont know you at all and I have no idea what you look like only on the pics you have on those videos and I am positive you are beautiful....When I saw this I cried I thought to myself why would a beautiful strong independent woman want to do that her self? Now I uunderstand some people are fat but you are NOWHERE near fat so when you look in the mirror you should not be hurt or feel not good enough you should see a beautiful woman.! You mean the WORLD to some one some where & it only ta

[nicoyabeauty8]

Im sorry I dont understand this "disease" There are people that look like that because they actually dont have food to eat, yet because you let society take over your mind you choose to starve. Try channeling all that energy you put into starving yourself into something positive and fulfilling. Good Luck to you.