Push and Pull...a jb love story ch 15

I know. I haven't posted in forever. But I had to take my summer off to figure my emotions out. I'm all good. I'm out to conquer the world, who's gonna stop me? :)
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We all sat inside the car with this awkward silence. Silence that was slowly killing us all. But none of us wanted to say the first word. Sure enough, Selena did.
"What drove you this far Justin?" Selena said angrily
"This is my fault?" Justin asked shockingly
"Your fucking joking right? You don't feel like you did anything wrong. No...this is too far. I'm sorry Justin, but I stopped having feelings for you for a while now, i tried to make it work, but your just becoming someone that isn't a good person and I can't be with you." Selena said sternly.
"Fine with me. I felt like I was dating my mom anyways, always trying to be the voice of reason." Justin scoffed.
"Excuse you Justin Drew Bieber?!" Pattie half shouted.
"Can you all just please stop arguing!?" I interceded.
Everyone looked at me.
"Lily, don't say another word." Scooter glared at me.
"Fuck you." I spat at him.
Everyone gasped and looked at both me and Scooter wide-eyed.

We arrived at a new nice hotel. We all got our rooms, me getting my own, Selena getting her own, pattie and scooter getting their own separate rooms, and justin and alfredo sharing one.
I was so flustered with the way things were going. I made my way down to the bar of the hotel. I was never a drinker, not even when my mom offered. But I don't know why, this just seemed like the only thing i had control of.
"2 shots please" I told the bartender.
He glanced at me and gave me the 2 shots. Immediately i drank them. I ordered 3 more and drank those too. I didn't feel drunk. I was still in complete control of my actions. I thought I was supposed to forget things with alcohol? Guess not. I got a couple bottle of beers and made my way back to my room. I sat on my bed when i heard a knock and someone come in.
"Lily?" a low voice said.
"What?" I replied annoyed.
"I came here to apologize" Justin said standing closing the door behind him.
"Really? YOU came here to apologize?" I said in a chuckle.
"Ok my mom forced me to...are those beers?" He asked in a surprised tone.
"Yeah, want one?" I asked.
"Aren't you mad at me?" He asked even more surprised.
"No. I mean, I was, but this is ridiculous, you famous people make everything such a huge deal, back home with my mom, something like that is NOTHING." I said blandly.
"Are you drunk?" He asked opening up a beer and drinking some.
"No. That was my plan but it didn't work." I said

Truth was, i was starting to feel drunk. And it came so suddenly. My vision was getting blurred and my mind was all over the place. What I did next I had control over, but i don't know why i did it and kept going...

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