yay for posting lol. i like the comments they gave me a bunch of ideas about kevin and joe finding out cause i kinda forgot about their reactions since there was a huge gap between writing time.
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Kevin Sr.: Nick, can you come in the living room? I want to talk to you.
Nick: I'll be there in a minute, Dad.
Nick entered the room and saw his Dad sitting calmly on the couch. The well talk later that he had mentioned was happening now.
Kevin Sr.: I'm not mad about the pictures or the way you acted. I'm just disappointed with your behavior and irresponsibility.
He was disappointed. That was the parent way of saying that they were pissed about whatever you did. They were just too nice to say that or even admit it. Plus being disappointed made any kid feel ten times guiltier about whatever they did.
Nick: Come on, Dad. You know that I wouldn't do anything bad and of course we never meant for the pictures to get out. We had no intention of doing anything with them either. We kind of just took them for fun.
Kevin Sr.: I know that you hadn't meant for anything to go to far. You know your boundaries and I know that they are always in the back of your mind, but I'm still worried.
Nick: I know. I haven't gone any farther than what you've seen, just not being allowed to and the possibility of it getting out to the public just makes it more appealing. I'm not saying that I'm going to do anything, but its just hard.
Kevin Sr.: I never said it wasn't hard, but you have to know how to get over how appealing something is and control yourself. I don't care about kissing, but the other picture was pretty...well... You were in a public place and so many people could have seen. You're only a teenage boy and your hormones are—
Nick: Dad! I know we've had that talk already.
Kevin Sr.: Alright, fine, but be realistic no PDA.
Nick: Yeah, yeah.
-Nicks thoughts-
I know why Melissa lies to them all the time. Its so much easier. We had been further than what my dad had seen and probably could have gone all the way if we hadn't been sidetracked. For weeks Anna and I had been tearing at each others clothes. If Anna hadn't been hiding anything under those long sleeves there would have been nothing stopping us. I feel bad for lying and for going against what my Dad has taught me. At the same time I liked it, a lot. Being with Anna is a whole new experience. Shes not afraid to hold back and I'm way more open to taking a few steps further than I have with anyone else when I'm with her. I know I'm young and apparently our relationships never amount to anything, but I want so much from Anna and I want to give her so much too. I know I cant though. Its just so hard!
You know I think secrets can be kept easily in this family, just not for me. Everyone else in my family has huge secrets that my parents have never found out and are probably never going to know either. I know most of them though.
Some how I'm always the one who knows then is the fall guy if my parents find out. Kevin went out drinking with his friends once. I caught him sneaking in and he was totally smashed. Joe hes not as pure as every one thinks. I don't know the full extent of everything hes done, but it was all way over the line. And I know that Melissa was drunk couldn't remember what happened the night she had sex with Tyler, but I still question it. I'm not blaming it on her, it wasn't her fault. Still, she has a vibrator in her top drawer.
On the outside were all clean. We seem this way to the public. Maybe were this way because of the image we have set out to have. Maybe its because of the company that we work for. Everyone thinks that we are great and honest and true. On the inside we are totally different. We have secrets and so many things hidden from the people that think they know us. If only they knew.
-Melissa's thoughts-
I knew that this was going to happen. How long could I keep a secret, especially one this big? I mean, I was pregnant. How long can you hide that? Well Ive done a pretty good job, until now.
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If Only They Knew (Chapter 28)by xthankyougravityx174 views
Okay, I got caught up on your story today. Just thought I would say, love it. Can't wait for more. Please post soon.
EricaLynnKistner 2 years ago
yay! you have no idea how much i appreciate you reading. seriously when i get a new reader it makes my day. i plan to post another one soon. thank you so much!
xthankyougravityx 2 years ago
that's so sad. if the real jb was really not as gd as they seem to be. ):
but great story. i hope mel doesnt get into any trouble. she's been thru enuf. is she gonna get a good bf soon? i hope so. (:
shailucutie 2 years ago
yea i know it would suck if they really had a lot to hide. happy to say its just a story.
good bf? she has some great luck with those. lol maybe there is one in the future.
xthankyougravityx 2 years ago