So i'm EXTREMELY sorry i haven't posted in forever.. BUT i wrote this one shot last night and decided to post it.
Read the end please! Everythings in Demis POV and all parenthesis () are her thoughts :)
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(Demis POV)
I sat in my room, thinking about what couldve been between me and Joe. You see, Joe and I have been best friends since we were two. Growing up everyone called us Phil and Lill (as in the twins on the Rugrats) since we were inseparable, but we didnt mind because we knew it was true. As we got older everyone thought we were going out, no matter how many times wed tell them we were Just friends (sigh).
See, we were just friends, but I wanted to be so much more. Unfortunately, Joe didnt feel the same way and I found that out the hard way.
FLASHBACK
I was walking to Joes house to hang out with him. When I was a couple houses away I saw Joe standing outside with Taylor. He had a huge crush on Taylor, and rumor had to hide it that she liked him too, but for some reason they never went out. Since they were talking I decided to hide behind the bushes and listen in.
Joe: But Taylor I cant do that.
Taylor: Well Joey, if you want to be with me, thats all I ask.
Joe: But Tay, Demis my best friend..
Taylor: Well Joey, its totally obvious that she likes you, so pick, me or her?
I couldn't stand to hear his decision, so i ran home.
END FLASHBACK
Its been over a week now, and I still havent heard from Joe. My mind knows who he picked, but my heart wont accept it. Every day I cry over him. I cry when I wake up, I cry whenever I think of him or even his name (which is almost always). Then I cry myself to sleep at night and start everything over in the morning.
I cant bare this pain anymore. Its driving me insane. No one checks on me. My family doesnt care about what happened or about me at all. They just leave me alone in my room crying all day. No one cares. Only Joe cares, or cared I should say. I know what I have to do.
I took the razor and slashed my wrist. I cut so deep I knew I was going to die any second. I dont care. Lifes not worth living anymore. I heard the doorbell ring, but I didnt care. Theres only one person Id like to see before I go, and I knew it wasnt him.
I was hanging on for life. As my eyes dropped, I shed one last tear. My last and only tear before I died. My last tear shed forever, for my one true love- Joseph Adam Jonas.
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The end?
THANKS SOOO MUCH FOR READING and again, sorry!
ok so i could end it there, but i wrote a part 2 to this story.. another one shot of course, but from joes side and i can post it if you want, but most likely tomorrow. theres a part in this story that inspired the second part, but its minor so it could be ignored if u dont like it and dont want me to post part 2.
well again sooo sorry and thanks. comment, rate, subscribe! :)
that was awsome , keep it up please do another one shot !!!!!!
MenatallahAhmed1 2 years ago
aww thanks! :) i posted part 2 of this also... i hope u like it.. and i will make more one shots.. im going to post one soon hopefully :)
FanFicsWriter916 2 years ago