Daughter to Father

Why did you have to go?
Why did you leave me?
Why did you leave us?
What did I do to you?
Was I not obedient enough?
Why are you so mean to me?
Why did you call me mentally retarded?
Why did you call me Bi-Polar?
Why did you criticize me when I was pregnant?
Why? Were you feeling guilty that I got pregnant?
Why did you insult me by telling me to get on the pill?
Why have you belittled me in your responses to me?
Why can't you take anything like a real man? Own up to what you did!
Why did you say Sofia's birth was more exciting than mine?
Why didn't you stop drinking for me?
Why wouldn't a child make you want to quit?
Why isn't a child good enough to quit?
Why are you still in denial?
Why do you continue to drink?
Why did you leave mom to raise me alone?
Why did you never come to my games?
Why did you never come to my recitals?
Why did you stop picking me up from school?
Why did you never visit?
Do you know how much you have hurt me?
Do you know how much your actions have impacted my life?
Do you know I do not have a healthy view of men because of you?
Do you know it will take me a lot of time to finally trust someone?
Do you know that I got myself involved with someone who hurt me because that is what I am used to?
Do you know that I was not treated right by him because I have never seen a man in my life treat a woman right?
Do you know why I never call you?
Do you know why I never call you for help?
Do you know why I didn't invite you to witness Sofia's birth?
Do you know why I never even told you I was in labor?
Do you even care to know about your daughter?
Do you know all I have EVER done is Love you?
Do you know that I still cry because of you?
Do you know that the pain is still there?
Don't you love me?
Do you know that sometimes I believe it is better to not have even known you?
Do you know that I think you feel like I am asking to much of you when I need help?
Do you know that I feel rejected when you don't want to do anything with me?
Do you know that I think you aren't interested in Sofia when you never come over to visit her?
Do you know I also feel rejected since you have never volunteered to take her out to do something fun or to teach her something about art?
Did I hurt you?
Did you think I never loved you?
I died the day you left our family for good.

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[NikkiSEXUAL]

In the situation Im in right now. This song Makes me cry. and cry ='/

[taquayzae]

this happen to me to alexis

[MimiLovesMJ]

I think this is why Lindsay Lohan is so destructive...her father will be blamed on judgement day

[mustang99190]

i hate fathers day... i cry my eyes out.....

daddy why'd you go? :'(

[mustang99190]

@Annabell95 i agree with you... i am in the same situation as you..... only i sort of knew my father... i dont remember really but yeh..... its nice to know someone feels the same way!

[mustang99190]

yeh dad... why'd you go... why dont you come back...

do you love me... did you love me.... do you even remember me...

cause i remember you... i thought i hated you but recently i realized i love you... and i forgive you.... i need you... i need your help and your love... i dont no why.. I dont no you.. but i want to, you are the missing part of me... and do you even regret doing what you did? i hope that one day i will meet you again and you can then be in my life.... is that too much to ask?? 

[msfunkymonkey34]

This song so relates to my life.

[JSzep09]

My dad is still around, but he might as well leave. He used to beat my sister til she moved out. Him and my mom fight all the time. He hit me a couple times. Now I just stay away from him...This song makes me wonder if he even loved me at all while i still love him......

[MudbloodxPrincess]

I know what you mean. My father left me, and my mom while she was pregnant with my brother, when I was just a baby. He wants no contact with us. He doesn't want to pay child support. He wishes we didn't exist. I just wish I knew why... =/

[PopsicleTongue]

i have exactly the same as what you wrote in the description..

[spydog50]

i feel sorry for you you will make it

[babymoi207]

@luvinkit

I feel the same babe my dad killed himself in 2005 :( i miss him so much x x x