Happy Birthday Babe, I love you.

Dear Babe,
It's your 18th Birthday! How do you feel? Still two years older than me... Sigh! So many memories together hun. I don't even know where to start. Well I remember when I heard a lot about you from your brother but I never really knew you, I just saw you around at school. Then one random day, we met at the library. It's so weird, out of all places. I had no idea we would have the same shift at the library volunteering. Starting from there, every Thursday we looked for each other and waited for each other at the library. We signed in together and then went off to some little space and did out homework, so much for "volunteering." I remember you tried to get me to do your AP bio homework, I think I did like one question and gave up. We were either in the back issues of magazine sitting on the floor reading, or sitting by the nonfiction books or in one of those conference rooms or on the computer watching and listening to music. We use to sit on the library patio and listen to music on your iPod. I still remember when you first showed me "I miss you" It still in my head. I wish I still had a copy of it, but you deleted your music MySpace... So it's gone. The very first time we went somewhere outside of the library was when you treated me to L&L and you made fun of me because I missed my mouth while eating, you meany! Haha, Joey told me I scared you because of my appetite. But hey you know I love to eat! Then after L&L we went to central park and sat on the bleachers and just took pictures. I think the second time we hung out was when we went to see Transformers. You thought I was bored and you were like "you kept leaning the other way" and things like that. Afterwards we went to Walgreens and took pictures with condoms because you wanted to! Silly you... hehe there's not a day that goes by when I don't think of you. Remember when we sat in blockbuster for the longest time? We sat there, took pictures and just talked. With you, I always did something new. Our bond grew stronger from the littlest things. When we were sitting outside blockbuster waiting for my sister to pick us up, I kept saying "I'm cold" and you were like "then move closer" but I didn't I blushed but then changed the subject. I don't think you knew, but you gave me butterflies. One thing that kills me is that when we met. I was still not over the guy I was talking to before. All I did was talk about him to you... I will never forgive myself for this. You sat there so quietly and just listened as I rambled, never once did you complain. You were always just like "tiff, why him?" never did you yell at me for bringing him up. I feel horrible and will never forgive myself for treating you like that. Then one night you texted me and you said "Tiffany, I am jealous of _________" I won't say the name but that night I was devastated because I didn't feel the same way. That day we drifted apart. That day we didn't talk for the longest time. That day was a day I will never forget. There are still so many memories we shared that I haven't talked about because there are just way too many. You took me out for my birthday, you took me to homecoming, and you invited me over and cooked for me while we watched Marley & Me. We did so much and I took it all for granted. Never once did I thank you for being so sweet to me. Never once did I tell you how much I loved you and how thankful I was to have you in my life. Regret in my heart will never change, I feel it every day. I just want you to know that I love you and I miss you so much. Nothing and I mean nothing will ever change what we had. What we had was something special and I am sad that it had to end this way. Wherever you are, I hope you hear this. I love you so much babe. I miss you, keep watching over me. And please keep me smiling. I love you. Happy Birthday and many more to come.

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[RandomMollyxo]

so SWEET

[ahmihlubsou]

Awwww... You are a sweet girl :) I believe things will go good between u two :)