home i'll never be by Tom Waits

I am going through a phase. I presume its a phase as I havent gone through this repetitive behaviour before, and I can only presume that (like everything else) it wont last. I am replaying parts of the relationship we once had. I am standing or sitting by myself, and I remember years ago when I was so into us, as we. Apart from the twisted and confused me, I thought we were really fine. The memory is there, it is one of many, us having coffee in Italy, us driving home to Belfast from Bangor, and in each of them, I am standing over the two of us and Im looking at you, and Im whispering beneath the noise of the conversation, I love you, I love you, I love you.
You see when we were breaking up it was so hard because no matter how hard I tried to convince you that I was really in love with you, you didnt believe me, or didnt want to believe me because you had moved on, and I couldnt blame you for that then and I still dont. But Im still here, and I still love you, and I always will.

photography by Raymond McCarron
music by Tom Waits - Home I'll never be

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[imagine9384]

This video broke my heart. I sat watching it, listening to it, reading your words and an ache awoke inside me. Mr McCarron, I know this road, I am travelling it myself. Your thoughts opened doors I have tried so hard to shut, feelings I wish I could stop experiencing. It is so hard to leave a love behind; so helpless when you are not the one who walks away....

[Matrixrcboy]

@nimnestl fuck you! You are a little bitch that thinks of something that is awesome and calls it suckish. This is rays hobby and he is great at it. You seem like you are just jealous. No one forced you to watch this video. If you don't like it you don't have to watch. I and many other people think Ray has a lot of talent. Now go fuck your mom. Whoops u can't cause you don't have a dick bitch.

[nimnestl]

Holy crap, Ray, I guess I nailed it in my comments for your Cat Power video! Here you are posting another crappy, melodramatic photo montage boohoo-ing over yet another girl who has grown weary of her boyfriend being a bigger bitch than she! I suggest one of 2 things here, RayRay. Either look into testicle implant surgery or just come out of the closet, man. And good luck with your future heartbreaks, mate! You're gonna need it!

[LalalalallaLana]

i love your photograph style, I guess i am to shy to put mine on youtube.

well, I also think that your music pick is good :)

good job .

[esdenaze]

Nice images, i like your style its not fake like some photographers who take a few hours to make a picture of an apple with the right light. These are alot more intuitive and honest pictures, and I like reading your thoughts in the description, hope it keeps on being a catalysator for creating things. Have a listen to 'from fur city' a song by cat power. Its on youtube but also on a dvd called 'speaking for trees', thought you might like it. Give it a try.

[conquest444]

another good video sir.