Bulimia (i ate today ...)

This Video is about a day in a life of a girl who suffering on bulimia ...
It shows you what a Bulimic "Victim" eats on a day (ATTENTION IT DON´T HAVE TO BE THE SAME FOOD AND THE SAME AMOUNT BUT IT´S CIRCA HOW IT IS USUAL! )
This is how it really is this is the reality its for many of you disgusting and not normal but it is how it is.
so don´t be mean!

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[MarryDorn]

i have the same problem...its so bad.

always the same. i start the day tinking "today you'll be a good girl, you will eat like a normal person and be happy" and than i start eating one bowl of flakes. fine. that would be compleatly fine. but i want more. so i have a second one...and a third one...and than i cant stop and i start eating everything i can find -.-

i just cant describe how good food taste and how much i hate the feeling og food in my stomach...horrible.

[SomethingInTheWay95]

@yooitsdaniellex3 You do realize it's a mental thing right? It's not like we just want to ruin our lives and eat everything in sight. How would you understand unless you've been through it?

[pizzapiepop]

I managed 3 weeks without binging or purging then yesterday BOOOM!! I have binged twice since yesterday and purged up lunch and dinner today its not fair i was doing so well :( I have to into therapy next week cos of my self harming and i really dont want a therapist to know about my bulimia as well :( :(

[LadeeLayla]

My binges hit hard today. I hate this so much! I also think each day I get up that *today* will be different. I won't eat so much. But that feeling soon goes away. I know my binge eating is because of loneliness. Then I feel sick to my stomach after I eat and I want to make myself sick. I am well into my 40's and I have been like this since I was a teenager. Sometimes I think that's what it is....I'm afraid of changing. Afraid of losing "control". Afraid of changing my life. *afraid & lonely*

[pizzapiepop]

what is the song called ?

[smdartist]

Mine is back again:(

[kibaandshino]

Today I want to stop.

[DMarie0824]

it takes everything i have not to go to the toilet. i can't stop eating.

[Politicallyactive101]

When I was bulimic,I would eat upwards of 15,000 calories a day.

I would purge exactly 70 times a daily,and consumed over 26 laxatives daily.

After my bulimia fizzled out,without therapy,I developed anorexia.

The past 5 years have been consumed with this obsession to be tiny.

I lost friends,family members,boyfriends,my health and almost everything,to this obsession.

I'm still struggling with Severe Anorexia,but I have the hope that one day I'll be thin enough.

[Annmarija]

@kewigirl I hope you never go back to it. The maximum I have got myself together was 3 or so moths when I was living with my long distance fiance. As soon as I got back - BUM!!! Same old, same old ...

[Annmarija]

@TheDecathinator Yes. I finally want to stop. Coming clean may be just the thing I need