sometimes i think your the only person he truly cares about.

this is the most personal video i have ever done.
if you know the story about me, you'll understand the video.
otherwise it might come off as confusing. please don't ask, because i don't want to talk about it.

for two people:
1) for april, because although your words were hard to take in, they meant a lot and it showed that you cared. i love you for your honesty, and that is what makes you such a wonderful friend. go sub her please. http://www.youtube.com/thelovelessmystery

so pretty much, effy wants freddie he only sees her as a "piece of ass" he hooks up with her, and then he ignores effy until this day.
yep. that's the story, effy is all upset because... well wouldn't you be if you liked someone so much and they turned out to be a complete jerk?

do not steal this or else i will kill you. i've been up all night and this morning working on this, do me a favor and don't steal.

**NOTE THIS IS NOT A FREFFY VIDEO. This is a video FOR MYSELF. I made this video strictly for ME. I had a lot on my mind and a lot of inspiration and this was one of the ways to get my mind off of things.
hope you all understand.
-blue.

quotes in order.
sometimes i think i was born backwards.
from the moment i saw you, i knew you'd be the closest i'd get to being... close.
i've come out my mum the wrong way.
i don't know what to do with this feeling.
i hear words go past me backwards.
doesn't anybody care?
sometimes i think your the only person tony truly cares about. (just pretend were talking about freddie)
i'm saying goodbye, i have to.
it was one time right? your party? it was only once right?
i am so fucked, are you fucked?
just once, i want to feel something.
i'm not crying.
love, love, love what is it good for absolutely nothing.

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[rodionovarina]

it's...it's...it's just something unreal.

i love that is going on in your head.

fantastic imagination. 

[bluerhyder]

@rodionovarina thank you <3

[ZomBrainzz]

Where did you get the video/audio clips?

[bluerhyder]

@ZomBrainzz All the clips are from the show Skins seasons 1-4. I downloaded the overlays from pond5/artbeats and random websites. All the audio & clips were edited by me, and the song is called the Last Home Recording by 65 Days of Static.

[CamGGsweden]

seriously. wow. it feelt like you were vidding me. when i was watching this, it felt like i left the real world and was inside this video. its was a scary feeling, haha. you should really be proud over this one. a masterpiece.

[bluerhyder]

@CamGGsweden :D ahhhh really you put a smile on my face. your so nice!! thank you<3

[bluerhyder]

@Lennnka21 wow thank you :D

[bluerhyder]

@karoleczka15x wow, thank you <3

[karoleczka15x]

one of the most emotional videos I have ever seen. great job

[bluerhyder]

@WorldSpinsRound wow thank you so much! :)